Insecurities (Edward Pikeman x Insecure!Reader)

Avoiding Questions

(Snakes pov)
"Y/n! Hey whats wrong?" I ran up to her, grabbing her forearm which was jerked out of my hand. She glared at me, her eyebrows furrowed as she held her arm.
"I'm fine!" She barked. "Now go away!" She shut her bunk door in my face, I heard her sit on her bed. I growled and walk away, back to Pikeman.
"Sir she won't listen." I look up at the worried red head.
"Then try harder!" He barked at me, "never mind, I'll do it myself." He growled and pushed passed me.

(Y/n's pov)
It had been a bit since snake left, you were laying on your bed hugging a pillow. A light knock came from your door, and the cracking teen voice ring broken melodies on the other side.
"Y/n can I come in?" It asked, as you heard him touch the handle.

"Yeah! Sure why not? Just come on in, like I could give a rats ass!" You said with a rude sarcastic tone.

The door opened and Pikeman showed his face, he walked over to your bed and you felt his body weight down the end of your bed.

"Hey I got a question..." He began as he sat there looking at your form.

I looked at him and glared, my (e/c) eyes glimmered in the light of the room. you griwled a reply, "and that would be?" You sounded so mad to him, feisty!

(Pikeman's pov)

'Oh hell...' I thought as my cheeks reddened, then I looked away continuing my question.
"Are you alright, Mentally? Because the way you tried to get away from me... you looked horrified, just at the sight of me." I wrapped my arms around my abdomen.

"How nice of a way to ask me if I'm okay!" She said sarcastically, "asking if I'm mentally okay? Wow such a great way to ask!" Her sarcasm didnt feel needed, but I saw passed what she was doing. Avoiding my question, I grew a bit tired of the attitude. I grabed her by the forearm and roughly jerked her into a sitting position.

(Y/n's pov)
a burning sensation struck my arm as u notice I was being forcefully jerked up. I yelled, bet he opened a few. "Shit... Soon he'll know your secret .." You thought.

"Y/n this is serious!" He shook you, and then noticed something. His hand started to warm up, he shot his eyes to your arm. Seeing blood stains on your jacket. Realizing why you always wore it, now he felt horrible.
He watched as you teared up from the pain, "Fuck you get out!" You ordered.

"But... Y/n-" you cut him off, and he shut up immediately.

"OUT!" You barked at him, your voice shaky. But you didn't feel him leave like you had ordered. You felt him embrace you in a heart warming hug, your body engulfed in his smell.
He smelt amazing like Pine and Rain. A unique smell, you smelt pine, rain, lavender, and a other thing. Something like non other, his scent drew you in.

(Pikeman's pov)

I felt her body relax into mine as she sat there, forced against my form. Ive sat in her train too, under a lot of stress enough to had done something stupid.
I couldn't help but nestle my face into her hair, her fragrance was so sweet. I took in her scent each time I took a breath, I felt her move slightly and she had shifted to make the hug easier.

"Seriously... Are you doing okay? Im just concerned, I want whats best for you." I said, my eyes meeting hers. My orange eyes locked on her (E/c) eyes, she then looked up at me. I stared at her features, my face burnt up and I swear it caught on fire.

"its school..." She replied, and I was snapped from my trance. "Kids made fun of me, they would chase me and call me names. Soon I felt self consious of my body... And..." I then stopped her, pulling her head into my chest.

"No need to continue Sweetheart I understand. Max does the same thing to me." I reassured her.

I felt her adjust once more, I felt weight on my thighs. She pulled her legs over mine, my body tensed and shook. The tuffs of hair ontop of my head shook, she leaned over into me as I held her. Later she fell asleep on me like this, I didn't want to wake her so I layed her down and tucked her in.

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Okay so that's another chapter, SO sarcasm comes from me! I am huge on sarcasm, besides I use it to talk back to people. Avoid shit and stay out of trouble.

(I'm not a bad kid I swear on it!)
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*giggles* I have a huge plan for the next chapter, and because I'm a girl ive dealed with thus bull shit before. A menstral cycle is coming up for me, so be locked and loaded for some well toned ANGST.
(BYE)