The first Valentine's Day I spent alone in 5 years was simple
There were no tears, but I thought of you every moment.
I didn't grimace in disgust and distain at every couple, but I wish I had your hand to match theirs enfolded
I didn't kill any flower, but I longed for one received from you.
I saw so many smiling faces, and only wished that I saw yours smiling at me.
But I can only guess they were smiling at her.
I miss you, and you have no idea.
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