The Meet and Greet that changes my life.../..Living with SM

Crazy

Honestly, this day is getting better and better!!! Guess who's going to sit in the fucking fist front row of Shawns concert...ME !!! I meant going to stand because in the front row there are no seats!! My mom said that she bought the tickets immediately after I told her , thats why she could get the best place. "Mom, come on. I want to stand very far ahead!! Maybe I can make eye contact with him again, while he's singing. " - "You know our place honey. Just go, I'm gonna stand a bit more behind u." So I ran as fast as I can in the arena where the stage and the seats are. Amazing. Just amazing! Ahh I'm so freaking happpyyy!! I've heard that Charlie Puth will open the evening. Have a look..this is an empty arena.

After just under 20 minutes nearly the whole arena was filled with people. I need to say that obviously I have the best place from all! But the girls to my left and right are pressing me a bit. I cleared my throat. One of them said "Soorrey!!" ,she spoke a funny accent . Then suddenly the light dawned and Charlie started the show. He was quite a good opening act but I'm still excited because of Shaawnn!! Man where are u ! When the last seconds of "How long" resounded the light went out again. But now everything was dark. The crowd shouted "Shawn, shawn, shawn!!" The music began to play. And during singing entered he the stage. It was very loud and I wondered where my mom was but then I was screaming like all other girls the lyrics from TNHMB . "BABY THERE'S NOTHING HOLDING ME BACK U TAKE ME PLACES THAT TEAR ON MY REPUTATION MANIPULATE MY DECISIONS BABY THERE'S NOTHING HOLDING ME BAAACK!!!!" And when the song ended everybody freaked out! When he played "She'll be the one" I felt my heart melting and I had tears in my eyes because it's so adorable! When the whole arena sing those "ooohoohohooho" parts ..I can't!! And with the light of their phones everything is illuminated!! Need a pic??? Here:

It's so..crazy! I never thought that this could be real-but it's real. And then..it happened. He made eye contact with me and in exactly the seconds when our eyes meet he stopped singing. Nobody noticed they just kept singing but I noticed. And then he smiled still looking into my eyes!! I said to myself keep calm Skylar it's just Shawn Mendes that is looking in your eyes and stops singing in a arena with like 1000 of fans..OMG he's extending his hand in my direction. I stretched my hand automatically as well and then our fingers touched each others. I think I had tears in my eyes this is not possible! The girls next to me were really jealous but i didn't care. Subsequently he's keeping my whole hand!!! Ok that's enough for me!! Ahhhh I'm soooo lucky! -" She'll be the one, she'll be the one I can't let go" Did he..no he didn't. With these words he turned around and went back to the back of the stage. Those are just lyrics , he just sang them like every other song..or?

-Just look at him..I mean aahh!! Hope ya like these chapter..but just imagine being in her position!! :'(.. Good night guys xo