News At 7.30 pm ( bts ff )

chapter 07

Tears fill in his eyes. Namjoon frozed not knowing what to do. Namjoon saw the shattered cup and Jungkook who is in a panic attack. Namjoon went closer.  " Jungkook ah " he head a voice but it was a blurry. He was falling to the floor but before he can hit the ground namjoon caught him. His tears started to flow. Namjoon hugged him.
" everything is going to be okay. Hmm. Hyung is here just breath okay ? okay kookie ah " he whispered to Jungkook's ear. He just head blurry voice. He can't focus on anything. Namjoon got scared because Jungkook is trembling heavily on his arms crying. Crying for help. Begging to breath. Namjoon put youngers head on his chest and moved it until his ear was on Namjoon's heart. " listen to it. Don't think about anything. Just that ?" He head a heartbeat. He also head a blurry voice. The both were comforting. So je closed his eyes. He only head them . After some time his air way became clear. He can breath. He felt so happy. He felt calm. He felt protected in Namjoon's arms.slowly bit by bit he fell asleep. Namjoon was running his fingers on youngers soft hair when he fell jungkook's body go limp. He looked down and saw Jungkook had fell asleep. Namjoon fondly smiled at him before laying his head on top of jungkook's falling asleep.
                   Jungkook and jin were the only one in the dorm. Jungkook was sitting in front of coffe table , a note book on his left hand and a pen on his other hand. He was told to write what he feels but he didn't know what to write. He didn't know even what he feels right now. It's something like angry, sad , happy , annoying. So what the feeling called ? Don't know. What should he write ? Don't know. He sighed and looked down at the book. It was blank , like his mind. Suddenly he felt like crying thinking how he can't even write what he feels. He get annoyed and ripped the paper , once , twice -
  Jin was done taking a shower so after getting dressed he stepped out of the bathroom to find Jungkook staring at nothing but emotions were in his eyes. Jin smiled to himself ' is he getting better ? ' seeing emotions are really hard but now they are displaying in his eyes. Jin continued to watch what is Jungkook going to do next. Jin saw everything and he was calm but once he started to rip the paper he was shocked. He know he should do something and also know kind words are not gonna work since Jungkook was not in reality. " yah. Jungkook what do you think your doing ?" He shouted at the other before grabbing the book out from his hand. Jungkook flinched. He was scared. He was shouted at after a long time.  He looked up at Jin with scaredy eyes. Jin sighed. " look ripping the paper is not gonna work. Right ? " a nod. " Let me help " Jin said and sat in front of him and turned it to next page. " first calm down"  he began. Things were said and Jungkook only did shaking his head or nodding. Jin's soothing voice was calming his annoyed self down. Then he was told to write and he wrote. Jin looked at the book before smiling " look its easy " he said and went to hug Jungkook. "Just accept yourself. Then you'll understand about yourself" Jin warmly smiled and ruffled his head before going away. A thought lingered on him mind
' Why are they so patient with me '
And he learned to accept himself

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