Evermore

Chapter 4: To Look But Not See!

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Words- 5576.

Song:- Brittany spears every time.

Yasmin's P.O.V

I really did not want to wake up today... I didn't want to leave whoever bed I was in.

I did not want to face anyone, at first I was confused when I woke up.

My senses told me Instantly I was not in my own room, in my own 'bed'.

Before my eyes could even snap open To take in my surroundings, memories of yesterday's events hit me hard.

Which is what has led me here, not wanting to even move. Because if I did then I means I have to deal with everything and if I'm honest, I don't know how much longer I could keep doing all this.

The pain of his words hit me hard, hitting me like I was being stoned to death. Even worse then that; lily was hurt.

I could not have that.

I felt anger build inside me, at the fact I was hurt by him.

Yes not physically but emotionally can be just as bad and abuse is abuse no matter what version it is.

How could he make me feel all these things these last few weeks and then say all the horrible stuff.

I get I'm just a maid an dive probably heard them words more then I've ever heard thank you.

But why did it hurt so much more coming from him.

The sound of a door opening caused my whole body to still but not even seconds later the scent filled my nose making me open my eyes and sit up.

Colin stood by the door smiling sadly at me "are you okay?"

He instant concern warmed me but all I could do was look at him in confusion.

What did he mean?

Actually... How did I even get here?

Last thing I remember was leaving the castle....

'lily' I warned, I felt her ignore me but before I could push further, colins voices echoes out.

"how much do you remember about last night?" a frown took over his face which made one take over mine.

I remembered... Nothing.

"last thing I remember was leaving the castle" I mumbled out.

"you must have drunk alit" I look at him in surprise.

"I don't drink Colin" now it was his turn to be surprised.

"yet you remember nothing? Should my concern start now or later" his joke made me giggle a bit as I shook my head.

Feeling my whole body now relax knowing I'm safe, I throw him a small smile.

"it's common in my kind... But it's a rare thing to happen if you understand what I'm saying"

He was silent before he nods his head yes before a smile breaks out and he says "not really no"

We both let out a laugh as he takes a seat on the bed.

"werewolves have black outs but only when their wolf takes full control. We never know what happens in them momebts because our bodies and our minds are controlled by our beasts" I explain softly.