And Who Might You Be?

Sting

I quickly turn away from him and began puking again. I felt my body heating up like a furnace. I shrugged off my trench coat and spit out the leftover blood. My whole body shook, making it hard to keep my grip on the edge of the toilet. Phoenix began rubbing in between my wings soothingly.

"Better out than in."

"I'd rather be drinking it to be completely honest..." I leaned back again and Gabriel just gave me a stern look. "You can yell at me later, I just need to get back to the others..." I began to stand up, but Phoenix pushed me back down.

"I don't think so, don't worry. I'll tell Bianca what's wrong." I shook my head and stood up, using the stall wall as support.

"Look, I just want to go have fun and not sit here drowning in pain." I wiped my mouth again and flushed the toilet. I made my way out of the stall and walked over to the sinks. I looked up at myself and chuckled. "I look terrible..." I took some water and rinsed out my mouth.

"Damen, I told you not to tell anyone!" I looked up in the mirror and saw that Gabriel was giving me an angry look. "Now you-"

"Could get hurt? Killed? Worse? I think I know what I'm doing, plus, I trust them with my life."

"You can't trust anyone!" I raise my eyebrows and laugh, turning to face him.

"Huh, funny that you should say that, considering." I feel a sarcastic smile grow on my face. "I trust you don't I? I trust Sam and Dean, you don't seem to have a problem with that now do you?"

"They can protect you!"

"And they can't?! Not all normal humans are weaker than hunters Gabriel! You of all Angels should know that by now!" I march over to Phoenix's side. "Now, I'm going to go and enjoy the rest of my night as much as I can while you can go wallow in self pity!" I storm out and head back to Bianca while putting my coat back on.

"Damen! I was worried that something might have happened." I shake my head and smile.

"Don't worry, I'm fine now. It was just a little blood." Her face went into ultimate concern mode.

"What do you mean?" I sigh and whisper in her ear, "It was just a side effect, I'm fine." I heard her sigh and I pulled back, smiling.

"Should we dance, m'lady?" She giggled and we walked onto the dance floor.

~~

I softly close the car door and lean into the window. "Are you sure you don't want to go to the after party?" I shook my head.

"I told Sam I'd be back at three." She pouted but smiled.

"I had a good time tonight." I nodded.

"I did as well."

"Maybe..." She blushed and looked down at her dress. "Maybe we could go on a date some time...?" I froze. So, Gale wasn't wrong in that dream... I let out a shaky breath and nodded.

"I-I'll think about it. Now, I shall ride off into the night on my noble steed!" She laughed.

"You don't have a ride do you?" I shook my head.

"I'm walking, there are some things I need to mull over, and I love the stars." She just nodded.

"Goodnight Damen." I smiled.

"Goodnight Bianca." With that, the car drove off and I began my walk back to the bunker.

Thoughts clouded my mind as I walked. Was that dream I had true? Why do I keep seeing him when I know he's truly not here? Is Dean alright? What about Castiel? Is he okay? How is Sam dealing with all of this?

I already knew the answers to most of those questions, but one still bothered me. It's been running around in my brain ever since I was told what I was supposed to be.

Why me?

It's such a stupid, but honest question and I'm never sure if I'll get the answer to it anytime soon. I growl and walk faster, but I stop when my wings twitch in alarm.

"Look, I've already gone through too much shit today, so if you want to start something you'll regret it..." I spin around and see Grace standing there. "How'd you find me?" She shrugged.

"Well, considering there's a large bounty on your head, it wasn't too hard." I frown.

"What are you talking about? Why would I have a bounty on my head? I'm just a kid."

"You're not the only one who is half of something."

"Excuse me?" She let out a short laugh.

"You're pretty much half angel and I'm half demon. Pretty much in the same boat, but I had no choice."

"Neither did I."

"Really?! The moment you met eyes with the riotous man you had chosen your path. I was made like this! You also get to choose who's side you're on. Heaven or Hell."

"He's not on either side." I groan loudly and throw up my hands in defeat.

"Jesus Christ! Can I not have one day where I'm a normal 15 year old?! There's just drama all the time now!" Gabriel just frowns and shakes his head.

"It's not my fault."

"It's not mine either! Can I just go home?"

"Wait, there's something I need to tell you first."

"What?! What is it now?!" She sighed.

"Crowley will be looking for you once Dean has... Strayed from him and it won't be pretty. Demons will go after you and your friends." I shrug.

"Fine, let him come. To be perfectly honest, I really wish I was just dead like the rest of my family. At least then I would have to deal with all of this!" With that I stormed off, completely irritated. "Wouldn't it be nice..."