"I want to hope that you miss me even for one second because i did"
I don't know which part of me makes me saying this things to him . It's doesn't sounds right but still i said it . I don't want him to know but actually i do want him to know .
"Miss me ? In what way ? Romantic way or job way ?"
I can feel his breath because our face are just few inches from each other
"I...I don't know jungkook but I really miss you... a lot"
"I did" he replied
"You did what?"
"I did miss you for this past few weeks . It's torturing me master. I'm sorry. I shouldn't confess my feelings for y-"
I shut him off with my fingers on his lips . It's my first time , willingly touching him . I hope he can't hear my heart beat beating
"From now on , don't call me master but hyung"
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Jungkook POV
"From now on , don't call me master but hyung"
It's a good thing the lights is off . My cheeks is burning . He told me i can call him hyung ? What dream is this ?
"I know you think I'm being weird but ... about your confession, don't tell me to forget it because I can't, instead give me time to reply your love back . It just that I'm not sure yet but please don't push me away , be responsible what you've done to me . You makes me questioning my own sexuality"
It's not a dream . It's really kim Taehyung on this bed with me . I still have chances right? It's 50-50 he will love me back.
"I thought you are straight"
"I am but someday if i become gay it's your fault"
"Why is it my fault?"
"Because you did steal my heart a little bit"
Fucking damn kim Taehyung! My cheekbones really hurt from smiling too much right now . Good it's dark . Aaaaahh my heart ! I think it will stop beating if he feels the same way with me .
"That's so cheesy h-hyung by the way tomorrow i will bring you to a good places in bus-w-wait hyung what are you doing?" He suddenly pulled me closer to his chest , i could feel his heart beating against me . He's hugging me right now for real i swear
"Don't move .. let's sleep like this tonight jungkook" i may sounds crazy and desperate but i do hug him back while we're sleeping
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All of us including my siblings are eating breakfast in one table . My siblings fit the reporter's job so much . They can't stop asking Taehyung this and that .
"Guys can you stop asking him questions, let him eat peacefully"
"Erghh fine hyung ! But last one question can i ?" Sooyoung look at Taehyung with a cute face and he nods. I can see soo young smiling widely and look at me raising his eyebrows.
What ? She somehow makes me nervous .
"So .... you're my hyung's boyfriend?"
I choked on my milk and he laughed at me like seriously.
"Ya ! Soo young ah ! He's not my bo-"
"Not yet boyfriend"
I choked again on my creamy soup
"Yet ?" I asked him
"Why ? Is it wrong?" That time , he gives me his bestest smile i've ever seen . My cheeks got red instantly and other were jeering at me including my mother
I shake my head . Yeah . I should be happy. It's not wrong though. I hope that day will come soon.
"Wait does it mean you will ask him out ? My god finally my bro gonna have a boyfriend soon!!!"
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"So you loves beach ?"
I nods and continue walking by the seaside . I loves the wave sounds it somehow makes my mind calm and give me inner peace . I could forget my stress by listening to this waves. He suddenly reached out his hand and grab mine , intertwine his hands with me . My heart .. gonna burst soon . I let him . I don't stop him neither get mad at him . I don't know but i love this . We walked together by the seaside with our hands linking together
"Actually it's my second time here"
"You've been here ?" He nods
"Few years ago with my girlfriend In ha . She lives here too" i pulled my hands away
"Ouh ... so you have girlfriend" that hurts . Wow jungkook well done . You fall in love with someone who already have a girlfriend.
"Don't you want to visit her ?"
"Yeah . I'm planning going to her tomorrow with you" wow that more hurts . I feel like my heart shattering
"Why me ? It's your girlfriend." He turned to look at me deep into my eyes . He reached out my hands again holding it softly.
"I want to tell her something but you must be there ...with me . I want her to look at you" i feel like crying but i hold my tears from falling off my eyes .
'Jungkook , stop gaydreaming he will never be yours'
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