Hey Stranger.
Today started off okay. But then, at 7 or 8 pm, I just started crying. Everything went to shit. I felt like giving up. I felt like my demons had won, and I have no clue what to do. Why bother with anything anymore. And you're probably like she's just a hormonal teenager, she'll get over it. But, I honestly can't remember the last time I woke up truly happy. I want to know what it's like to have a good day, and to feel like your enjoying life. I truly want to know. Unfortunately, i don't feel anything. All i feel is empty. Like there's an endless void that won't get filled. I'm barely hanging on. All i know, is that i'm not improving. Im empty and depressed. I don't know what to do. I just constantly feel worthless, dumb, annoying and empty. Completely empty. I dont know whats causing this, or why it's happening, but i feel like i should accept it and become used to it because, as Van Gogh said, " This sadness will last forever".
But oh well.
I'll just stick to faking it for now.
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Letters To Me
Random!TRIGGER WARNING! - May contain Disturbing scenes, depending whether I decide to put them in. Started on the 13th Of October 2017. Just letters to me with all of my secrets ;) I may add a story line eventually but idk
