2 // DRESS // JEDDY

// eighteen //

private messages:

> AL
> TEDS
> FREDDY
> LILS

AL

jamie

i've fucked up more than you did

JAMIE

what's happened

AL

there's good news and bad news

JAMIE

go on then

AL

good news is that scorpius didn't see the post so he has no clue what's going on

bad news is he didn't like not knowing what was going on (you know how he is) and messaged me and i told him to drop it but

JAMIE

but what

al ???

AL

oh god it's just occurred to me what i've actually done

JAMIE

i can't help you if you don't tell me

i'm here for you al

AL

i typed out a messaging saying that the post was of him

and i accidentally sent it

he's not replied but i know he's seen it 

JAMIE

how do you know he's seen it

AL

because he was active 2 minutes ago and the message was sent 4 minutes ago so he must've seen it

AND

his snap score went up so he's been snapchatting somebody

possibly even about the post

JAMIE

albus please calm down

i can call you if you want?

i'm gonna call

> calling the gay <

> jamie <
> al <

"hey al."

"hiya jamie."

"do you want to stay at mine and teddy's again? we're always open and the spare room is lonely."

"yes please, i'll be on my way soon. i'm just gonna get some clothes because i don't know how long i'll stay for. that is if i can stay for more than just tonight."

"of course you can."

"but about you and teddy -"

"nope. i already know where this conversation is heading. i'm not gay, albus"

"if you have feelings for boys you aren't necessarily gay, you could be bi or pan or poly or demi."

"that's a lot of words."

"i know it's confusing but i'm always here if you need to talk through it."

"what do those words mean, like, i know what bi is but i know i'm not bi. it's just- i don't feel attracted toward teddy because he's a boy it's because he's just teddy."

"well, to start with the different sexualities i mentioned: polysexual is when you're attracted to some genders but not all. pansexual is kinda like you don't care about gender, you only really feel attraction toward the person rather than their gender. and demisexual is not experiencing sexual attraction until you form like a strong emotional connection with the person."

"could we maybe, um, you know, talk about that, erm, pansexual one, was it, when you get here?"

"yeah we can, i'm like 10 steps away."

"okay cool, thank you."

"it's no problem, i'm by the front door let me in."

"on my way."

"and jamie?"

"yeah?"

"i'm glad you can admit your feelings towards teddy now. i can't wait to tell lily. when you were still in denial it was torture."

"albus, you twat."

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half of my things at the end now are like sorry i'm not updating as much but i really am sorry
i'm trying my best !!