2 // DRESS // JEDDY

// fourty five //

i'm sorry i accidentally published this when i was still writing it with the very creative chapter title of "jamie coming out - make j pov (45)"
but now it's all good n done and i hope you enjoy it

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private messages

> AL
> TEDDY
> LYS
> LOUIS

JAMIE

hey teddy

TEDDY

jamie i'm literally just upstairs

JAMIE

i'm gonna do this over text because i don't know if i have the courage to do it in person

TEDDY

jamie what

what is it

are you okay

JAMIE

yeah i'm fine

just nervous is all

TEDDY

nervous about what

i'm here if you need me jamie

i'm always here for you

JAMIE

i actually have to tell you something

the only other person who knows is al because he helped me out with it all

TEDDY

okay

JAMIE

i don't know if i can do this

i'm sorry i ever said anything

ignore me please

TEDDY

jamie

come back please

just take deep breaths for me yeah?

you can come upstairs to our room if you want

JAMIE

yeah yeah okay

i'll do that

i'm coming up

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anxiety ran through jamie's body, and came to manifest itself in his hand. a tremor shook his hand, as he brought it up to knock on the door. he hesitated. though jamie was never more sure of anything in his life than coming out to teddy, through that door fear was waiting to swallow him whole, always ready to ruin him. would what he was about to do change everything?