violate || h.s. || au

Chapter 3 .

"No, you don't have to associate yourself with me, but I picked you so it really means that y--" She interrupted me.

"You picked me?" She said in a offended tone.

"What? I-i didn't say that, whatever have fun with J, i'll leave you alone, and I was going to be nice enough to give you a ride home, just make sure... never mind." I said angrily.

"I'll just get a ride from Jake." She said smirking.

"He doesn't have a car, better luck next time babe." I said winking and walking away.

Why did she have to be such a bitch? 

Why couldn't she understand I was looking out for her?

"Harry, wait." She whispered.

I kept walking.

Soon enough I heard pitter patter of feet and I felt a pull on the back of my shirt.

"What?!" I lashed at her.

I was mad.

"Can you give me a ride home please." She cooed.

"Fine." I said leading her to the car.

•

"I live--" 

"Just show me, I don't want to hear talking right now." I huffed.

We got in the car, I did what I had to do, and we were on our way.

I turned at lease three corners before I figured out she lives right down the street from me.

"Here we are." she said getting everything ready.

I unlocked the doors.

Didn't say a word.

She got out, and right as she shut the door I sped off.

•

Bailey's P.O.V.

I stood there, as his Range Rover swifted past me, making my hair whip across my face.

I don't understand what i did wrong.

I just felt like he didn't have to do what he did, all Jake was doing was being a nice guy.

Or maybe, just maybe, Harry was right, and he was really trying to help me.

It still doesn't give him the right.

I wonder if Jake really did sleep with his sister...if so, that's nasty.

I shrugged my shoulders and walked inside.

"Mum, i'm home." I got no answer.

I noticed there was a note on the fridge.

It read.

"Dear Bailey, 

                         Your father and I went out of town, we decided to head to Manchester for a date night, and some shopping. Sorry we didn't tell you this morning, we just felt we needed to go back to the place we met. Did you have a good first day? Meet any cute boys?(; text me the deets babygirl."

                   

                                                          See you in a few days, ~Mum xx. 

I texted my mum what I needed too, and headed upstairs to take a long hot shower.

I laid my pajama's on my bed, and started blasting my favourite song.

Beware the Dog, by The Griswolds!

I turned on the water, and undressed myself.

•

I slowly took off my shoes and put them in my closet, I then took off my socks, shirt and pants, and put them in the hamper.

I ran to my bedside in my panties and bra forgetting to get my makeup wipes, and some new undergarments and fuzzy socks.

Once I was done with everything, I hopped in the shower.

As the hot water ran down my back I felt alive, and relaxed.

I turned to my razor and held it up against my thigh.

Looking at the past scars.

'Maybe just once'

I thought to myself.

No, I can't I promised.

He's dead, who cares anymore.

A tear stream down my face.

As I dug the razor into my thigh and made a slit.

It felt good.

No longer 8 months sober.

I thought to myself.

•

After I was done with everything I got out the shower, and cleaned up my wound.

I got dressed, and hurled myself onto my bed.

I need to talk to him.

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A/N; 

          That was chapter 3!!! I hoped you guys enjoyed it! 

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