It Hurts Too Much

1.6K 42 16
                                    




You guys were so busy that you didn't know what time it was

Your phone kept on ringing, someone was calling you but you ignored it

"Okay, we can have a break for now" Lee said as he lowered down the volume of the music

You stuck the headphones on top of the mic and left the recording booth

"I'll grab something to eat" you said as you left

Ni Sang and Lee were busy talking about the concept of the whole album and fixing a few bumps here and there in the song

You walked down the hall quietly, you didn't notice that tears were streaming down your face

"I shouldn't have believed that I had a chance, I'm not even his type.." you whispered to yourself

Wiping your tears, you accidentally bumped with someone

"Oh, sorry. I didn't mean it" you said

"Hey, you've been acting off lately. Something wrong?" a familiar voice says

You looked up as your tears flow more, "Why would you care?" you said as you walked off

He grabs your wrist tighter than before and twirls you around, "Tell me, what's wrong?" Suga said, eyes filled with confusion and concern

"Why didn't you tell me.." you said angrily, your tears flowing more

"Tell you what?" he said loosing his grip

"Eu Ni.." you said softly, shedding tears

"What about Eu Ni?" he said complaining

"Why didn't you tell me you guys were together.." saying this broke you. You were releasing so many tears

"Because you didn't need to know, it's my personal life. Who do you think you are? Someone special?" he said, anger and annoyance in his tone

You were shocked and broken, you couldn't say a word

You just let loose of your hand from his grip and walked off

"Yah! I'm talking to you!" he said out loud as you continue to walk away

"Aish! You're so annoying" he continued

"Don't bother coming to my house again, I'll drop your stuff and phone off as soon as I get home" you said as you stopped

You turned around, "Forget I ever talked to you" you said as your eyes were sore from all the sobbing

You walked off and went out to the restroom

Sobbing you went up to the sink crying your eyes out

Tears running down your face, suffocating you

You deeply inhale, trying to normalize your breathing

*MINUTES OF SOBBING LATER*

Someone walks in, you panicked and wiped your tears quick

"Park Y/N?" the girl said out catching your attention

"Ah! Yes?" you said spotting the girl who looked like one of your make-up artists

"Mr. Lee is looking for you" she said

"Oh, okay. Tell him I'll be there in 5 minutes" you responded keeping your tears

"Are you alright?" she asked, eyes filling up with concern

"Yeah" you said with a smile

"Alright, I'll go now" she said with a smile as she walked off

The tears you were holding in ran down your face, you washed your face and grabbed a tissue

I'm Yours (Suga X Reader Fan Fic)Where stories live. Discover now