Dear Diary • Yoongi [Single Father Extra]

Preface

I'm not starting this shit off with some stupid Dear Diary crap. I don't even know why I bought this or why I'm actually writing in it. It just feels like maybe there's some thoughts that I don't want to give voice to, thoughts I'd rather just get out somewhere no one will ever see them instead of saying them out loud. They just feel more...real that way, somehow. Like they're valid. But I don't want to believe that they are valid because that makes it worse. It makes me worse. Sometimes, my thoughts make me feel like a monster. But it's not like I wanted to think about these things. It just happens, and I can't stop it, but if I let them sit in my head, I feel like they'll poison my brain. I just need to get them out, and maybe one day I can look back and read through this book and see how much I've changed - for the better, I hope - and everything will be fine. For now, though, everything isn't fine, so I need to start writing.

[Yoongi's Diary, Preface]