Dear Diary • Yoongi [Single Father Extra]

Entry #4

It's just been bothering me lately and this is going to be short but I just wanted to say it. Or write it. Whatever.

I feel like if people knew what I had thought about Jimin - that he was dead and that I wished we'd just find the body already - that they would hate me or be disgusted or something, and I get that, I guess.

Dad said that he always believed Jimin was out there, that he'd find him some day.

And I get that too, I guess.

But how am I supposed to believe in someone else when I don't - can't - even believe in myself?

Just another ray of sunshine that's been floating around in my brain.

[Yoongi's Diary, Entry #4]