Dear Fred,
I'm back again. I had to write to you again. It's been 5 months since anyone has written to you. I've been trying to get on with my life.
Trying to.
It's not working.
I went to the shop the other day with Ron. He and Ginny convinced me to come to the shop.
I was there for a few hours, working and helping the customers, and then someone asked me how I was doing without you. I broke down. I couldn't handle it. She looked scared and sad when I burst out crying, and then Ron came over and took me home after telling her everything was ok.
But it isn't ok, nothing will be ok until I can see you again.
Love,
George
