Trust me

Chapter 19- He killed me

We didn't go to class, instead we all went on the field like a group of rebel jocks. I wasn't being a jock and I sure as hell wasn't going to be a vampire. I had no idea on how I was going to stop that but, I always had hope.

"So babe" Gerard smiled pulling me close to him, I felt like a rag doll. "My lips are lonely" He wiggled his eyebrows and I poked his lips giving him a poker face.

"There. They were touched" I smiled sarcastically and Mikey laughed. Gerard shook his head and pouted, waiting for me to kiss him. "No" I frowned.

"Aww come on!" Ray egged us on. "Do it! Do it!"

"Shut it. Afro dude. I'm not kissing this piece of shit" I frowned more and Gerard's grip tightened. "Ouch?" I mumbled knowing they could hear me.

"Don't upset me. Now, Kiss me" He whispered in my ear and I shook my head making his grip tighten, making me wince.

"Okay I will! But for a deal!" I wiggled and he loosened his grip raising an eyebrow, it intrigued him which was obviously a good sign. "I'll kiss you...If you let me go and don't touch me again" I smiled. They all started laughing. "What?" I looked around, then back at Gerard who let go and nodded. I sighed and felt sick. My lips, touching a corpse. The thought sent a shiver down my spine...Frank...No, I wasn't even going there. I leaned in and kissed him quickly. His arms locked around my waist, keeping me there and suffocating me. "Get off!" I mumbled and bit his lip but he just moaned...That was a bad thing to do.

"Haha!" Mikey shouted "Never make a deal with a vampire. Rule one to survive! We don't care about deals. We're dead" I frowned and hit Gerard until he let go, making me gasp for air.

"Look, she's speechless! I took her breath away with just one kiss" He winked and I frowned more. Keeping this anger inside of me wasn't good. I needed to punch him, put a stake through that stone cold heart of his. I was stuck, sitting on his lap. "I'm glad to tell you that after the bell goes, we can be together forever!"

"Oh great" I mumbled looking down. I couldn't make myself believe that he didn't care. I couldn't make myself believe that he didn't feel anything. He had feelings! I just had to hit that nerve..."Why are you angry at Frank?" My eyes lit up as I looked at him, his eyebrows met as his eyes stared deep into mine.

"Shut up" He whispered, trying to command me. No, I was getting somewhere with this. I had nothing to loose since when the bell was going, I was going to be dead and was going to be stuck with them forever.

"What did he do to make you so pissed off at him?"

"Phoebe...I wouldn't" Ray whispered as I looked at him, I saw worry in his eyes, sadness. "Keep quiet yeah?"

"No. You're going to ruin my life. Frank is going to ruin my life. I want to know what he did to make you so angry! You owe me that!"

"He killed me" Gerard spoke up. "He turned me into this, he killed my girlfriend. What else do you want to know Phoebe?" His eyes were full of anger. His fangs were out and a tear fell down his face. I wiped it away slowly, actually feeling sorry for him. Frank ruined his life! Frank made him the way he is basically...So Frank is the bad guy?

"After all this time...Frank's the bad guy" I mumbled looking into his eyes sadly. "Oh Gerard..." I hugged him. I really needed to grow a pair of balls, this was going to get me killed but I couldn't help it. "I'm so sorry" I mumbled and in the distance, I heard the bells ring. I pulled away quickly and looked at him worried.

"No. I'm so sorry. Times up Phoebe. Welcome to the pack" He smirked and grabbed me so my back was against him and my neck was bare. He leaned down close to my neck and I closed my eyes tight. I thought knowing what Frank did to him would have saved my life. Would have kept me human. Obviously not. I was terrified. I've seen the movies, even twilight sadly...The process looked painful, the sight of blood made me feel sick and now I have to drink it! How the hell was I going to cope with being a vampire? I felt a strong feeling inside of me, the one I felt with Frank. Maybe Gerard took over his place, maybe Gerard's good for me?