Twined with You

ARRANGED MARRIAGE WITH A WOLF CHAPTER 21

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Arranged Marriage With A Wolf Chapter 21

Recap

er hands are put on rest on her waist, "Tell you this, I don't care anymore with your reason, because ? I know it more that you know that it is for Spencer and guess what, the guy that almost kicked your ass is Jace a.k.a my big brother a.k.a SPENCER'S EX! And another surprise for you, in case you don't notice, they just did something that made Spence went home early, leaving Jace in a mess and I guess it's a bad one and GUESS WHAT? You may think I am a wicked girl but I think I am good for giving you second chance. I will be waiting for you here Monday morning. You find out what they did and decide this again." She swings

the door but opens it again, "...last surprise, Spencer is my best best best friend." She slams the door.

Wait... I am lost.

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Spencer's POV

What should I say to Sean? Should I let him know what had happened? Will he be mad? Can he forgive and forget?

"Spencer, Sean's here." My mom called me from the front door. I look at the clock and it's around 5:45pm. The sky is getting pretty dark already. I walk down the stool with a sore foot from pushing it to walk and run too much. Doctor will be pissed if he sees this.

I walk to the front door limp and I pass Mom,"Where is he? Why isn't he coming in?"

Mom frowns a bit, "I told him to, but he doesn't want it. He said he's going to wait outside."

That's strange. I open the ajar door and there's Sean, sitting on the porch's staircase. I gather everything I have in me, "Sean."

He gets up lazily and turns his body. There, I am stammered. His stern face shows confusion, disappointment, sadness and he looks so messy, "Hi, Spence."

I lean on the door, "Come in, Sean. It's getting dark and..."

"Spence." He cuts me off, "Let's play truth or dare."

What's happening to him? He said it with a very heavy yet flat tone. His voice isn't as warm as before, "Well... Umm, we can do it in my room. That's better."

"No. We do it, here. Now."

His gaze now turns into one cold-blooded hitman, "Sean. What happen to you? You're freaking me out."

He inhales and exhales, "A fianceé that was scared to her fiancé an hour ago and be so caring now is what freaking me out."

What? I take a step forward to him, "Sean, what's wrong?"

"You go first. Truth. What happened between you and the Jace guy?" He clenched his jaw and stares at me in a very strong way.

His words make me jump a bit and evaporate the color in my face. How did he find out and how...how, "Sea... Sean... I... I was... I was going to tell you when I am rea..."

"Tell me now Spence!" He said and almost yelled on me.

I shiver a bit and tears start to nest in my eyes, "I... I don't even know wha... What happen. It was so... So quick and my mind was blank."

He stops me, "What happened?"

My hand trembles and I try reaching his arms but he moves back to avoid it, I can only look down and hold the tears, "We kissed. Slightly more than kiss. And I... I reply the kiss." There's a relief from the confession but my shoulder was dropped with tons of burden, "Sean... I... I am sorry."

He tries to breath but finds it hard, "My turn, truth. I met Jessica a few times after the first three of us met. She told me to get back with her and she kissed me a few times. Almost more than it. But I don't reply."

His statement stabs my heart and gives me the burning feeling, "Sean..." I can't hold up the tears. I cry so hard but he doesn't console or even say it's okay.

Sean smiles sarcastically then sighs, "It feels so great to finally be able to open every card on the table." There's a long pause after that. He avoids my stare and I try to reach his arms but he moves back again, "I'm sorry, Spence. But I need time. I need a break first. I'm sorry. I need a solitary moment. See you around, Spence." He lifts his face and smiles painfully to me. His eyes shows huge disappointment and his smile tears me apart.

I grab the wooden pillar beside the staircase and slide down while I sob, "Sean... Please... Don't... Sean... Please... SEAAAN!" I called his name for the last time with the loudest sob and hiccups. He doesn't turn back but he seems deaf because he keeps on walking to his house and away from me. I become numb there sobbing as hard and as loud as I can.

Scott walks out and he can't tame the sobs. I can't walk or run but I can only sobs. He carries me in to my room while I'm still sobbing and seems powerless. The whole energy is focused to me to sob.

Scott puts me on my bed and I quickly snuggles then start to sob again, "Spencer, you got to stop. Come on, it hurts the whole family to see you like this. Why won't you tell me or maybe..." He opens the door and Mom and Dad are there, "Or Mom what happened between you and Sean."

My sobs getting more silent but the sob is constant, "Sean..."

Scott turns his head to Mom and Dad, "I think we better ask Sean instead."

"No! Don't! Don't ask him!" I shouted from my lungs, "No, Scott. I beg you. Please don't. Mom, Dad, let him be alone... Please.. No..." I sob again and now it's louder, "I shouldn't have done that..."

Scott can only covers his mouth and Mom starts to tear up and cry in Dad's arms. They all walks out of my room, leaving me alone.

I can hear from the outside Dad's talking, "I called Paul and he also said that Sean has been locking himself in his room and he heard lots of banging and screams. I have no idea about what happened between them. They are just fine this morning and suddenly..." He sighs heavily.

What happened is, I hurt him and I cheated on him! I cheated on him! I crawl from my bed to the dresser table and blindly finding my iPod that I put there. My trembling and blind grabs scatter everything on the table. Everything falls down to the floor - so does my iPod.

I take it then crawl to my bed to snuggle again. But now I shrink on my bed, sobbing so hard.

I shuffle the playlist and set the volume to its loudest. The roaring music can't beat the sobs. It seems like there's a huge hole in my chest and infected. It gives the worst nibbling and stabbing feeling that make me shrink even more. The tears wet my face and neck. My hair is messy.

I feel so guilty. I don't deserve love, I don't deserve the best man in the Earth, Sean.

My sobs grow even harder before I scream so loud and after that, I don't remember it anymore as the sobs become a lullaby to me.

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