twenty

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Listening to Ivy's speech actually made me realize something.

I went through a lot of stuff to get to this point. I love this girl standing in front of me on stage, but how much do I actually love her? I took verbal, physical, and mental abuse for this girl for only her to fake her own death and come back as if nothing happened.

I've fantasized about marrying this girl and everything in between, but how much do I know her? Am I willing to do anything for her? Take a bullet for her, or turn away like a coward and have her take the pain of our peers by herself. I think this is the first time I've come to a crossroad.

In which both options lead to a worse fate than my mind can handle. As well this is an unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak. 

But I guess you have to experience more heartbreak before it leads to joy. 

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