I'm a pool of mixed feelings and overflowing hatred.
It seems that every time I tell myself that I want nothing to do with her, and I make up things and people just to get away from her and realization I am faced with the problem once again. I really want to just go back and away from this world.
I want someone to destroy this whole world.
Turn it into oblivion, leave it and have it have a clean slate with no anger, regret, hate, love, hope, or any feelings for all that matters. I want all of it gone.
But I want it all to stay.
Without all those feelings we are nothing. Our existence is practically nothing, we can't accomplish anything because we wont have the feelings of determination. We can't tell someone anything because we wont face the feelings of courage and confidence. We are a huge blob and a waste of space if everything about us that makes us unique is dead and gone.
It'll all be gone.
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the suicide project
Teen Fictionsu·i·cide; ˈso͞oiˌsīd/ [noun] 1. the action of killing oneself intentionally. 2. intentionally kill oneself. a story of a senior high school student faking her own death to reach out to other students. © 2014 by pariahs. All Rights Reserved cover...
