Its been four days, three hours, and about twenty seven minutes.
I haven't talked to Ivy or have even seen her since I sent her the dress in the mail. I'm still asking myself if my decision to cut her away from my life was a good decision. Rumors have been circling around that she's going to dance with Andrew even after all the stuff that has happened between them.
I guess she really made her decision. She picked Tom.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to the past. In this world, we are constantly fighting to move on with our lives, to continue towards our future, but we have fight to let go of the past. Only because the present is constantly becoming the past, and we are forced to move on. If only I could just stand still and go back and find myself in the past.
Don't you wish you could do that?
I know I do.
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the suicide project
Teen Fictionsu·i·cide; ˈso͞oiˌsīd/ [noun] 1. the action of killing oneself intentionally. 2. intentionally kill oneself. a story of a senior high school student faking her own death to reach out to other students. © 2014 by pariahs. All Rights Reserved cover...
