I fell from the tallest building in the world.
I fell with the hopes die of hitting my head
So hard that I die.
Hopes of escaping this living hell.
Hopes of joining Jocelyn in paradise.
I was so sure I would die,
I mean...I hoped I'd die,but I didn't.
Instead I became stronger
Meaning I have to live forever
Meaning I have to get used to this life of drugs
Meaning I have to get used to crying myself to sleep
Meaning I have to listen to people
Judging me everyday
Meaning I have to commit homicide
Because suicide failed.
