Sometimes I ask myself why
I try to change for people
Who never believe that I've changed.
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep
Because this pain goes deeper
Than the eyes can see.
Sometimes I just want to scream
In hopes to get rid of all this pain.
Sometimes I lose myself
In my mind.
Well,we are in 2018 now.
And I'm going to change.
Not for you,
Not for her or for him.
But for me.
2018 is my year and I'm going to succeed
With or without you.
