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inferiorghost

Hey guys! So it turns out a third entity exists within me. There is me "Ghost (A.K.A. SuperiorGhost)" and Phantom (the confident, rude character introduced in my previous book). I recently discovered this last guy, inferiorghost, hiding in a corner. Or rather, trying to hide. What seemed a gray blanket spread creepingly out through the room in my head. I didn't notice it until I was practically suffocating. As much as he wanted to hide, he was overpowering my interior functions and choking the flow of my thoughts and actions. I tried fighting the blanket to get it under control and deal with it on my own, but it only seemed to grow. Phantom threatened it with various horrible things, but his voice was muffled by the thick cloth. I think he actually broke for a while. I cannot say whether the catalyst of our collective torment was thriving beneath the blanket or failing as fatally as we were. Eventually I got the idea to open a window. The light pushed back the blanket just enough for me to crawl toward it. As I looked out, I learned how the plague had been loosed upon us, and how it was my fault. More importantly, the light told me what to do. I shut my eyes and bowed my head. The prayer I uttered relinquished my clinging to faux power over different things in my life. When I was done...the walls were gone, and so was the roof.

Now all I can see in any direction was white and light. I am honestly very scared. I'm actually reaching for the blanket that only minutes before threatened to choke me. I know not what I will do, especially since I am no longer in control. Please pray for me. This is going to be tough. I was raised to lead and take control. And letting go is one of the hardest things I can ever do.

I bid thee well and a goodnight to all.