Just Writing Randomness II || C:\Users\the_Ghost

Leave of Absence:

I am going to be leaving Wattpad for a while. I have many reasons as to why, but I don't wish to bore you. So I'll just give a quick overview for those who may want to know.

·I need to maximize my time and use it more efficiently.

·Even though I don't do much on here, I still spend tons of time looking at ky notifications and news feed, just checking up on people's lives and stuff.

·I feel a flawed sense of duty to do the above. Something I must get over.

·I'm overall getting kind of stressed wanting to do stuff on here but not "having the time" (even though I obviously have the time to ait and look at stuff)

·My life is a whole lot busier now and I simply can't afford to spend time on something I am not truly devoted to.

·There is so much on here (in my drafts and such) that reminds me of my inability to finish things. I can't stand that... I need to conquer my doubt, my worry, and my fear of the unknown. Both fear of failing and fear of succeeding. I need to accomplish something. Something that will satisfy my mind and prove to myself that I am capable of being someone.

So...I may have bored you anyway. Sorry.

I will miss you all very much. I truly do care for each and every one of you that I have met, even if only briefly. I want all of you to know that you are cared for, and to that end I will make it a personal goal to pray for you every day.

*****For the course of the unspecified period of my absence, I will delete most unnecessary applications from my phone. This includes all the social medias. So I will not be contactable by those means during said time. However, I plan to create a new gmail account that I invite anyone to email me at for any reason. I will upload the details before I delete Wattpad. I'm currently thinking something like [my username].kygar or .talk at gmail.com.*****

I would like to make one request. If any of you would, would you please pray for me in this journey? It would be much appreciated. I desperately need to build the drive to be able to stick to something. And if I get through this, I will be able to consider myself as slightly more than an unfinished page.

I plan to judge my progress on this weekly. I'll check how efficient I am compared to what I have been and decide from there if it is worth continuing.

One day I will finish a book and out it on here. One day. Hopefully before 2026. We'll see.

Welp...that's about it. Fare thee well, my friends.

People who may be interested in knowing about this:
ARC_Trooper_Courage
CommanderDiamondShot
BoldlyMysterious
_fearfullymade_