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Why?/ jk

Why?

Why has been coming out my mouth lately, all disappointed and depressing

I took a sip of my water that was on the coffee table in front of me. I felt the cold water go down my throat

I sat it down carefully and relaxed back to the couch I was in, taking my head down back to the book I was reading

My phone started to vibrate making me jump a little of the sound that filled up the quite, lonely room.

I looked over to see jungkooks name pop up with a cute picture of me and him on our 1 year anniversary

All happy and loving

What happened?

I cringed to to the picture a little. I shake my head and took my hand and pulled the phone up to my hear with a quite sad 'hello'

'Hey, I can't make it. I'm sorry. Work is getting more and more harder. The boys will be home. I'm sorry. I have to go. Just wanted to let you know. Bye now.'

Before I could say anything the 3 clicks filled my ears with the phone vibrating again

My eyes slowly looked down. I nodded my head and with a small 'ok, love you' rolled off my lips and pulled the phone away from my ear

Why? Why is he like this? What happened to us? Everything was good and great, then he changed

The door opened with a yelling Hoseok

"HEY!" He yelled running over to me

I have a weak smile and took the phone back to the table

Why are they here? They do the same thing almost

"You ok?" Namjoon asked while coming over to me and sitting by me

I slowly nod my head and looked down looking at my pale hands that were craving to hold jungkooks

"I'm sorry that he is never home." He said

"Tell me! Why? Why is he not here? Tell me! Why? Why does he come home late at night and leaves early in the morning? Tell me! Why? Why does he not love me anymore?" I begged the boy that doesn't know the answer

"I-I don't know." He stuttered out clearly hiding something

"Tell me one thing, does he love me?" I asked him

"I-I don't know y/n!" He begged back

"Is he cheating on me?" I asked him hoping that the boy that I loved with all my heart is just busy with work and not out with someone else

"Y/n, I hope not." He said putting his hand on my back and rubbing it

"Thank you." I said and sat up

"I'm going to my room, no one bother me." I said out loud and walked up to my room shutting the door

I walked over to my closet and got my bag. I walked over to the bed that me and him used to sleep in, but now it will just be him

I got as many clothes and my other stuff and threw it in the bag

I zipped it up and threw it on the ground. I walked over to the dresser that me and jungkook share

I open the top drawer to see a note. My brows tensed up in confusion

I took the note and pulled the sticker back to see jungkooks hand writing. I then started to read it

Dear the girl that I fell in love with

Honey, I know that I have been distinct from you, and I know that you are hurting, and it hurts me because I'm the reason.

I told you that I would never leave you, but I did. I'm sorry that I broke that promise.

I remember the good days, before all this happened.

We would go out every Friday, and would never let the boys go even though they begged and begged to go.

I remember the laughs we had, the smiles, the cuddles, and the I love you's.

I remember the times we yelled, cried and the worst agreements.

I remember everything, but I don't remember what happened to us.

I would come home, but It didn't feel like home.

I would come to the kitchen to see you with your wine and table set for us to eat, but we never eat.

We would yell and yell them I would storm out and you be in a crying mess.

The boys would come over and yell at me for hurting you.

I took off work that one day, and I should of never.

If I didn't take off, I would have you in my arms right now.

I came home with your favorite foods and movies, I wanted to make it right again.

I open the door to see you sitting on the couch but you stood up and walked over to me. You pushed me and kept on doing it.

Hitting me and yelling out. I knew what it was about.

I should of never went home.

I'm sorry y/n, I just want you back.

The girl that took my heart in just a second.

The girl that made my heart flutter when she laughed.

I want you back.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

I love you, remember that. Keep me in your heart.

I won't leave you, even though I'm never home, I won't leave you.

I'm sorry, I love you, don't forget that...

                                  Love,
                                     Your boyfriend Kookie ❤️

I wiped the tears that rolled down my cold cheeks

"Why? Jungkook, why? I said I was sorry. You said that you were sorry, but you didn't make it right! I tried! And I kept on trying! It's you! You didn't try! I wanted you back! But no! You made it seem that it was me! ALL ME!" I yelled thinking that were ever he is, that he can hear me.

"I know it was me. I'm sorry." I heard the one voice that I haven't heard in a while

Jungkook why?