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Hurting/jm

It's been a month

A damn month and I am already

Crying

Hurting

Missing him

Wanting him to come home

I don't know if I can do this for 6 months

I can't cry for 6 months

I can't miss him for 6 months

I can't do anything with out him for 6 months

Right now I am sobbing my eyes out knowing he still has 5 months and a week until he is home. And when he is home, he will be tired, out worked, sore, and exhausted

Not wanting to cuddle, go out, have fun, and cook together like we did a a month ago.

It's going to be so so hard and he knows

But he haven't called me once at all, texted me at all

"I hope he's ok." I said to myself while getting up and walking to the bathroom

I turned on the cold bath water while I stripped out of my clothes. He won't want to take baths together anymore

He won't want to be anything beside rest!

He told me to go out with friends and have fun but I can't do that without him. He is my everything

I just want him to come home

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I grabbed my phone and decided to call him. I was scared. Should I call one of the other boys first? To see if there busy? So many questions came to my head but I still called him

"Hey honey, are you ok?" I heard his voice making my heartbreak

A sob came out of me making him even more worried

"Baby girl, is everything ok?" He asked worry in his voice

"I- I don't know if I can do this." I choked out

He knew exactly what I meant

"I-" He didn't know what to say

"I know baby. Be strong for me. Be strong for this relationship, please? I only have 5 months and-" I cut him off

"That's what I mean! I can't sit here and cry for 5 more months! I can't just sit here and stare out the window waiting for you to come home for 5 more fucking months!" I raised my voice at him

"Listen, I got to go. Be strong please I love you with all my heart, don't let that go to waste.." and with that he hung up

I threw the phone and cried out. I pulled my knees up to my chest crying my eyes out

"Why?! Why?!" I yelled out making my voice become dry

"I can't do this Jimin, I can't..." I whispered out and broke down to the floor

"Why does it have to be now? Why tour now? You just got off of one, and your leaving me again. I know, I'm a baby for missing him, but this is the longest one he had, and he will have more to come that will last a whole year. I don't know if I can be strong..." I said to myself closing my eyes

Tell me for part 2 if you guys want one