Regret

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**No one is BTS knows that Jin is in coma, they probably think he'll wake up in a few days, except for Rapmon, he knew the truth and also knew that some day he'll have to say it to the members.***

*Outside the bar*

RM- *Sitting on a bench in the corner, drunk* Hey, you.. come here!!

Stranger- Yes, sir.

RM- *Drunk* Would you bring 2  rounds of whisky and some cigarette packets for me? Here's the cash.

*Gives him some cash*

Stranger- You look soo drunk already sir! You wouldn't be able to walk now if you drink more!

RM- Yeah leave, I've had 6 rounds already!

Stranger- Wait, are you, Kim Namjoon? The leader of BTS?

RM- *Drunk* No,No, that's bullshit! The leader of a group BTS wouldn't sit on a bench outside the bar, whiling away his time away on alcohol! He must be responsible. I just look like him.

Stranger- You look exactly like him sir!

RM- He might be somewhere spending quality time with his family. . . . . . .
all of his brothers.

Stranger- Anyways are you a regular drinker?

RM- No, I rarely come here.

Stranger- Will you be able to walk home alone?

*They both pause for a while and then Rapmonster suddenly asks*

RM-*Regretfully* Have you lost someone you love?

Person- Probably, yes. Did you loose your girlfriend, sir?

RM- Brother. I lost my brother, who was more than anyone to me.

Stranger- Where is he? Is he lost or something?

RM- Somewhere....Where he feels everything, sees everything, knows everything but can't say anything.

Stranger- Where is that place? I have never heard of it!

RM-*Gets up and starts walking away* Even I don't know.

Stranger - Go home safe sir!

* Few minutes later*

RM-*Drunk* Taxiiiiiiiii! Taxiiiii! wait! wait!

Driver- *Stops the car*Where to sir?

RM- Dokseodang-ro.Han--nam hill.

Taxi driver- Get in!

*Taxi arrives outside the dorm, Namjoon is still dazed*

RM- What's the fare?

Driver- 7000 wons, sir.

RM- Keep this 10000.
*gets out of the taxi*

Driver-*shouts* Sir take your change back!!

RM-*Shouts back * Take it as a tip!

*He is so drunk that he can barely walk, his fumbling legs could no longer bear the wieght of his body and he falls off into the bushes alongside the road.It is quite evident that he cannot get over Jin.*

RM-*Takes out his cellphone* *Calls Jimin* Helloo Jimin???

Jimin- Yes, Hyung.

RM-*Drowsy* Can you just come down?

Jimin- What happened? And why is your voice so wierd? Are you drunk?

RM- Yaaaa, little bit.

Jimin- Hold on for a second, I am coming !

*Jimin walks downstairs and sees Namjoon struggling in the bushes*

Jimin- *Shouts*Rapmon-hyung!

*He takes heavily drunk Namjoon on his back and goes back to the dorm*

*Enters the dorm with Namjoon on his back*

Jungkook- What happened to him?

Jimin-He is high on alcohol right now!

Jungkook- Just take him to his bedroom and let him sleep.

*He puts Namjoon to sleep, switches off the lights and shuts the door*

Jungkook- Did he sleep?

Jimin- Yes.

Jungkook- I haven't seen him like this in the past 5 years!

Jimin- He has changed alot after that day.

Jungkook- Are you going to the hospital to check on Jin-hyung's condition?

Jimin- No, Taehyung and Hoseok-Hyung are already there, I'll probably go there tomorrow.

Jungkook- What about Yoongi- hyung?

Jimin- He has locked himself for the past few hours, Taehyung told me that Yoongi-hyung writes stuff in some kind of a journal.

Jungkook- Everybody has their way of overcoming sorrows, writing happens to be his!

*Another hectic day is about to end, everyone fall off to sleep*

*Next morning*

RM- Good morning.

Jimin- Good morning.

RM- Did I drink too much?

Jimin- You couldn't walk!

RM- I don't remember a thing. Shit.

Jimin- I have never seen you like that, my whole life.

*Namjoon gives Jimin a document*

Jimin- What's this?

RM- Hyung's health report.

Jimin- Oh so it's positive?

RM- Just read it.

* His hands chill out of fear and discomfort after he reads the word 'coma' in the report.*
*He is motionless, unable to believe the reality he is seeing, tears come out his eyes but he still has a gestureless face*

RM-*Hugs him regretfully* It's true...he won't wake up :(

*Jungkook is hearing all of this from a distance, behind a wall*

Tears fall off his eyes, he learned the art of keeping his emotions to himself, although this time, he can't just hold back his feelings.

*Incoming call- Manager*

RM- Hello.

Manager- Hey, there is a good news coming up. After everything is messed up, we have some hope!

RM- What news?

Manager- 'DNA' music video and our recent album has been nominated for Grammy's 2018.

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