Cry Part
I laid in the white bed, wires attached to me as I asked the nurse to play my channal. Closing my eyes I sighed. "Nurse...How long was I to you know..." I ask looking at her through my mask
It starts with one thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try
"Well Sir you are rather persistant...But It will come like it or not." She frowned her eyes showing nothing as I sighed rubbing my mask, As She left closing the door softly
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time
I clicked on record and sat up slightly my breathing heavy as I began, "Hi guys...This is an update and shiz...
All I know
Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away
"This time I am telling you all everything I know...Before I Give Up..." I grunt softly coughing slightly "Sorry...just Sick..." I mutter, Looking at the door I saw My niece staring at me her eyes large "Uncle Ryan...Are you ok?" She asked holding my hand as I smiled at her. "I will be fine baby doll...Don't worry bout uncle Cry."
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but you didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside And even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me Will eventually be a memory of a time when
"Why are you lieing to me?" She asked as I blinked "Hey baby, Lay with me?" I ask as she scrambled up and curled against me. Her breath soft. "Uncle Ryan...Promose you are ok?" She whispered as I sighed petting her hair "Sweet heart I don't know." I sigh Kissing her forhead as She let out one soft whimper
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter
I tried to shelter my niece, I mean how do you tell her 'hey uncle Ryan is slowly dieing somehow.' Yea you don't I love her to much...she can't find out...
One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To remind myself of a time when I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me
I looked down at her, She was softly breathing so she is asleep, Closing my eyes I remembered all the times I fought with my sister...It felt like nothing now but hell...I fucking hate I did that I miss her...
I'm surprised it got so Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me in the end You kept everything inside And even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
Holding her closer I was seeing her Mother...My sister... She looked just like her...Shit man She was the first perosn I think i ever got truly pissed off at...No one else but him...Why? Sibling rivarily? Bullshit...We loved each other but you know it happens what happen was more...Awful
I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter
Looking at her She was curling closer to me her smile large in her sleep as I smiled. I kept falling but this little elf, kept telling me to try don't give up and...want some Pizza. She was the one to help me this far now...But this time i cant it won't matter now...It's to late...
I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There's only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There's only one thing you should know
twirling her hair, I put Trust in her my own niece...What the fuck? I don't know why i did but i trust her when i am gone I made sure I was in her life...I was a huge part of her life...If she hated me for it it doesn't show...
I tried so hard
And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter
I laid back My eyes slowly closeing as I felt my breathing slow... My heart moniter slowly echoed off the room as I heard her wake up. my vison was darking as she was shaking me her eyes wide tears falling
"Don't leave Uncle Cry...I Love you Please Don't Go!"
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"I Love You To Baby Doll."
