I feel I am staring into the dark,
And it cuts me deep and sharp,
What if my whole life will be spent this way,
Falling over and over again,
Because all I feel is punches in my gut and I can't do anything,
I am on my knees, bleeding,
An unstable mind with a thick stream of emotions,
I try hard to not feel anything, else I will be drowning and touching the bottom,
What if the roads ahead is devoid of any happiness or success?
These are the two things I crave the most,
What if there is no one whose palm can be my pillow, and whose smile will evaporate my tears,
What if loneliness is all there is?
What if pain is all there exists for me?
Because I see nothing more, I feel beaten down, helpless, drowning,
How do I save myself? My mind is silent, I hear nothing,
I feel gutted down, unable to stand on my two legs,
Where is my strength? Where is my will?
Where is the light to brighten the heart?
Where is daybreak?
I feel despair haunting me,
My mind does not follow,
Is it all meant to be broken apart?
What should I do???
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Life poems
PoesiePoems and writings from a simple, melancholic, depressed person, who is looking for a purpose to his life. I write about how things appear to me. This work deals mostly with the mind, and the depressing thoughts and feelings that I feel or try to su...
