Hai guys!! I updated two chapters today because I was busy yesterday and wasnt able to :) I hope you all love it!xx
12 call 27 messages and 9 voicemails.
I haven’t responded to any of them.
I did feel bad, that I hurt him. But if I let it continue I would have hurt him even more.
Ashtons going to be gone for a few weeks, he is in London applying for colleges. I am really proud of him, but it gets lonely in this house alone.
But my grandma was coming to visit from Vermont today. For once this week im actually excited. I love her company, she was a cancer survivor. I love hearing her stories and I love telling her mine. She is the one person besides Michael that I can tell things to.
She was one of those cool grandmas who wore fur and wigs. When I was little I used to go to her house and try them on and she would put make up on me and we would have a fashion show.
Little things like that make me miss being small and healthy.
“Aspen” My grandma said coming into my room.
“Grandma” I smiled as she walked over and hugged me
“How are you darling?” she smiled sitting beside me on my bed
“To be honest, terrible” I sighed
“It’s a boy isn’t it?” she smiled over at me
“How did you know” I laughed
“It’s written all over your face. Now tell me about this boy.” she said looking over at me
So I did. I told her about Michael and the things he did and what he said and how I felt. I told her that he was the only person that didn’t make me feel like I had a illness. How he made me feel normal.
“Aspen, can I ask you something?” she asked
“Of course”
“Do you love him?”
“What? No I mean I haven’t known him for a while.” I said shaking my head
“Love doesn’t go by time darling. It just happens” she laughed softly
“Even if I did grandma I couldn’t let him get hurt” I said
“People who love other people wont mind being hurt by them” she started “They will be with them through sickness and health. They will be with them through anything.”
“Grandma..”
“No listen to me. He cares about you a whole lot from what I can see, and you letting him go isnt right. You love him Aspen, tell him be with him for as long as you can.” she said looking at me
“Okay.” I said that’s all I could say.
She was right. I was in love with Michael Clifford
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Never let me go
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