IM DYING MY BOOK IS #50 ON FEARS??!?!?! WHAT
Thank you to everyone who reads this lol I'm suprised actually
Love ya
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I like you.You don't.
You like the idea of me. You like the thought of having someone to hold, someone to care for.Someone to love.
Really? I never guessed...
I saw it on your face.
The sideways glance when you thought I wasn't watching.
Your grin when I did something clumsy
When I went to you with problems, you'd stop the world to listen to me.
No
I was your world.
Do you like me back?
I do.
Why do you think I noticed everything you did?
I went to you, and you listened.
I cried in your arms and you held me.
I do like you
So much.
Maybe I do.
*holds out flowers* Do you want to bee mine?
With my entire existence.
I want to call you mine.
Talk till 2am
Be there for you
Protect you
till
the end.
But I can't.
I'm afraid to love.
It holds me back like a dam
Only a sprinkle of my love flows through
And yet
I have all of it
There
Waiting.
It's been torn down before.
And I'm terrified.
But
If shattering me means preserving you.
If
Breaking down my walls
Helps you see the light.
I'll bee delighted to.
Then I'll break myself thousands of times.
Just to keep you safe.
A tear runs down my face as I kiss you.
Fear and love intertwined.
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My heart broke while i wrote this oml
Love is some scary ish, my llamas.DID YALL HEAR LY:TEAR
SKSJSL
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