My audition is soon, pray for me
PS THIS HAS SOME ANXIETY STUFF IN IT. I'M WARNING YOU IN ADVANCE.
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I'm not anxious.
It's so wierd being so calm before something so important... I feel a calm.
Is it a calm before a storm, or is it just clear.
Usually I have
The mindset that I'm going to fail
What ifs pop into my head, no matter how improbable.
Who's judging me.
I'm panicking...
It's a little scary, but I know it'll come.
My hands are shaking slightly and...
Mywordsbecometoojumbledasmy thoughtsrunfaster....
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(I cant) Breathe
It will be ok (it wont)
I look for 5 things to see
4 things to hear
3 things to smell
2 things to touch
And one to taste...
I'm better, but I'm so afraid
I've never had a panic attack before.
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Ugh this was hard to write
But usually people dont talk about it sooo yeah
This was actually something i experienced, and I was so terrified after, I didn't even tell my mom.
But hey
If yall need to talk to someone dm me💕
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Lily~
