tanhaiyon ka safar

Mushkil Mulaqaat

Me jis ki shakal dekhna chahun wo nazar na aye
Us se kaho mujh se ek akhir baar mil to jaye

Kai salo se yeh nigahhain us ki muntazir hain
Jaanay uski ankhein kis ki muntazir hain?

Me her roz us k darwazay se guzar k jati hoon
Jab wo nahi dikhta to me bikhar si jaati hoon

Itafaaqat pe mera yaqeen uth sa gaya hai
Chunke kai salo mujhe wo nahi dikha hai

Janay kin logo k sath hotay hain itefaqaat
Is choti si dunya me itni mushkil kese ho gai mulaqat

Mene dekha hai kai jorro ko miltay hue
Phir yaad aya waqt lagta hai phoolon ko khiltay hue

Janay mere hissay ki barsaat kab aye gi
Janay wo kab a kr mujh pe baras jaye gi

Magar agar barsaat hi na ai to Aiman kidhar jaye gi
Qasam se us ki hasti ujarr jaye gi.

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Assalam o alikum every one!
Well i guess u all are angry on me for disappearing once again. But i am really sorry. Sometimes things do not go the way u plan to.
But its okay, we can't do anything about it. Our fate is written and we can only pray for it to get better and better.
So talking about why i disappeared...
I had my final exams of this semester and i was busy in studying and during my exams my nano (maternal grandmother) fell extremely ill. She had an attack of paralysis and she was hospitalized for more than a week. So i got busy with that too.
I have holidays now. My schedule might get a little light and i might be able to upload more often. But i am not promising. Cuz i am planning to take a few extra courses this summer break. So... Maybe.
Please excuse my uncertainty. But life is full of uncertainties and we cant say anything.
My nano's illness has taught me a lot and u guys might be able to see the effects in the coming poetry.
Please remember me and my family in your prayers also remember to pray for people who are ill. Its really a blessing to be independent and not to rely on someone for the very basic stuff that you are able to do and suddenly if that blessing is taken from u then that is really painful.
I can go on with the rambling but anyways.
Take good care of yourself you all. And i hope that your Ramadan is going great nd you are busy in making Allah happy. Because that is literally all that matters.
Stay blessed
Allah hafiz!