I enter the girl's washroom to change to my normal clothes cause Oppa said he will treat us dinner.
I change into a white and black stripes turtle neck top then a blue short jumper and just wear a sliver sneakers.
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I went outside but completely regreting it seeing Ms. Slut of the School applying lipstick making her face look like a child's coloring book.
I washed my hands, my eyes looking dowb avoiding eye contact.
"I see you and MY Soonyoung are partners for this dance project" she said emphasizing MY.
My,my face. He's not yours. I ignore her and walk away. I don't give a fuck to attention seekers.
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We enter the restaurant that was suppose to be our meet up for this so called celebration
I enter a reserved room for us and saw everyone there and a long table is filled with delicious foods.
"Sorry, I'm a bit late" I said and sat beside Joshua.
"Its okay. But lets congratulate Minseul and Hoshi for their great work earlier!" Seungcheol shouted and the boys started shouting cheers.
"Lets eat!" I cheer and raise my chopstick
"Lets eat!" The boys said all together and raised their chopsticks.
I stuff my mouth with food while the boys talk about random stuff.
"Seul, try this" Jihoon said and shove a piece of beef in my mouth.
I nodded and smiled. Its delicious.
"Here you can take some of mine" he said and put more beef on my plate
"Thanks, Ji. I promise I'll treat you ice cream tomorrow" I said and eat the beef
"Minseul, lets go to the garden later. I need to tell you something" Jodhua whisper
I just nodded and ate faster.
We went to the garden soon. And there was a akeard silence between us.
"So.. I wanted to tell you this a long time ago but something is stopping me to"
"Minseul, I like you" he said
I froze. No he can't. He's kidding me
"Yow, Shua, cut the crap. I know you're pranking me again" I said forcing a laugh
"No. I'm not kidding" he said with a serious face and held both of my hands
I stayef silent. If this was before I met him I would be the happiest girl in earth. Imagine your crush/bestfriend cofessing to you.
But things change...so do feelings. I liked Joshua. Before. But now..... I don't know. I'm confused un this messed up feelings. I don't know who I like anymore.
"Jisoo-ah, I'm sorry" I said while carressing his hand using my thumb
Tears are threating to fall from our eyes.
"I liked you...before. But I don't know now. Things are so messed up for me right now. I'm confused with my feelings. I'm sorry" I said and hugged him
"But I don't want to lose you" I added
I can't lose him. I don't want to. He's my bestfriend. I can't lose another one. Its too much.
I let go of the hug and wipe the his tears
I smiled at him. A sad smile.
"I'm sorry" I wispher
I turn to leave but he held my wrist making me stop.
"I'll wait" I heard him say
A sad smile crept in my face
"You deserve someone better than me" I said and shake his hand that is holding my wrist and ran away
