The Shattered// E.D G.D

Chill, She only broke your phone

<Just like a movie- Wallows>

Sneaking out, I'll try to meet you there
White lights, now we're running down the stairs
Everybody's wasted, throwing away their lives
It's all the same 'cause no one ever tries
Through all the sounds that we're laying on the ground

< I forgot - Clara Mae>

For a minute, you thought you'd fooled me
For a minute, you got me lost
For a second, I thought you loved me
But just when the music stopped
Realized why I left you in a hurry
When I'm close to you, everything is blurry

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TODAY HAS BEEN ON ANOTHER LEVEL OF WEIRD, and when I say that, you know it's true. Let's start off when I woke up with my brother stuffing a rat into my bed for payback for snitching about the animals to my mom.

She had barged into my room while I was asleep, interrogated me about his secrets pets as I watched a snake slither out from underneath my bed. I screamed out, told her everything and about the fricken cat in my closet, which then she left my room and somehow I felt asleep again- that is, until my brother stuffed a rat into my sheets and I woke up to it trying to bite off the hem of my pants.

I forced myself out of bed, got to school with my mom driving me, then I went to school- the usual. Except, in my first class our teacher wasn't there so the class had to joined with this other teacher's group. There, I sat in the back of the new classroom and minded my business until I felt a brain hammering stare, and I surprisingly looked up to see Grayson glaring at me.

He never even talks to me at school, and now he's glaring? I started to wonder if Grayson and Ethan did that twin switching lives for a day thing like in the movies, because Grayson has never given me that look before- that I remember.

I frowned, looking back down to my desk. I could still feel his eyes glued to me, which was unsettling. Why was he watching me like a hawk?

Wait, did a new rumor start? I internally panicked, until the teacher started repeating Graysons name made the class start to laugh as his attention was full on me. He seemed deep in thought, but finally turned and exchanged words with the teacher.

He stood up and presented an essay he was assigned for this class. It was amazing and made me realize things I've never noticed, which was weird because of his whole reputation and look didn't seem like he knew a whole lot.

After other boring classes, I went to lunch where I gave Mars the lucid pills. It would've been a heartfelt goodbye to them and to the dream Ethan...until the pills somehow got into Issac's hands. Blah blah, more stuff happened and it's all just exhausting- everything is exhausting at this point.

Even more exhausting as I stood at the door of an unknown home with Mars at my side. "I thought you hated parties," I murmured as the banging bass of the song from inside vibrated the porch floor.

"I wanted to crash a party, it's on my bucket list." She shrugged, picking at her chipped black nail polish. With a loud sigh, she knocked on the door.

I began to quickly regret everything leading to this moment. I should've ignored Mars message to me when I was at the Dolan's house, I should've said I was busy, but no, dumb old Olivia has to do dumb crap for the dumb story plot.