Hellboy (Lil Peep Fanfiction)

❤Chapter One Hundred Ten❤

+Lil Peep's Pov+

"So what the fuck was that?" "I-I don't know. I snapped Bexey. I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to hurt her."

I shook my head and looked at him.

"You know me Bexey. You know I would never try and purposely hurt someone like that. Especially not her."

I cried and kept crying. I couldn't stop.

"You have to believe me Bexey. I need you to believe me. I don't wanna leave here without trying to fix this."

Bexey looked at me with sympathy written all over his face.

"I do believe you Gus. But she's pregnant. You hurt her. You need to figure out how you're going to fix this. I've seen that Gus before. She hasn't. She's afraid of you." "She called me a monster."

I cried harder as I said that.

"You're not a monster. You just...you need a little help. That's all." "How do I fix it?" "I don't know."

I cried and held myself. I ruined it. I was about to have a family. A wife maybe. I fucked it all up. She'd never want me now. I was a monster.

"You wanna smoke?"

I nodded and he got up to go get the stuff to roll up. I sighed and then he came back and started rolling. We smoked the blunt together and then when it was done I went to Stephanie's room to check on her. She was on the bed and she had her headphones in. She was also writing in a notebook. She looked up and seen me and she stopped her music and took her headphones out.

"What are you doing?" "I just came to check on you." "Well you've done it now leave me alone." "Stephanie-." "Just leave me be Gustav." "No."

I sat on her bed and she eyed me.

"Well then maybe you can tell me what the hell that was earlier. Yeah. You slapping the shit out of me. Clawing my fucking skin off. What the fuck was that?!" "Nothing! It was nothing! That was an accident! I swear I didn't mean it!" "Yeah well...I wouldn't want you having any accidents with our child."

She got up to try walking away and I grabbed her arm. She winced so I immediately let go. I stood up with her and she stepped back.

"Don't do that." "What?" "Don't act afraid of me. You know I'd never mean to hurt you."

She got in my face and looked me dead in the eye.

"You did! Feel bad?!" "Yes I do! Don't hold this against me!"

She slapped me super hard and I held my face.

"What was that for?!" "Payback bitch! How's it feel?!" "You're so-ughhhhh!" "I'm so what?! Say it! Say it bitch!" "Don't call me a bitch!" "You are a bitch!" "I'm not!" "You are! A low life, slimy, useless son of a-." "Stop!"

I broke down and just fell to the floor.

"Jesus Stephanie! You know how to make someone feel bad!" "You're damn right I do."

She sat next to me and crossed her arms. I looked at her for awhile then finally spoke up.

"Stephanie-." "No." "Would you just-." "No." "I just wanted to say that-." "No." "Would you stop fucking interrupting me?!"

She looked at me and I sighed.

"I fucked up." "Yes you did." "But I didn't mean to. I don't know what the hell came over me. I was out of my fucking mind for doing that to you. That was a bitch move on my part and I'm really really really sorry. There probably is no way to make you forgive me now but...I will work at making it up to you. We've only got..maybe 2 more days of being here and I'm gonna make em count. I really didn't mean to hurt you...or our baby."

She sighed and wrapped her arms around me.

"I know you didn't mean it but...don't do it again Gus."

I nodded and she kissed my cheek.

"You wanna make some brownies and hot cocoa?" "That sounds good." "Good. Cause you're making it." "Fair enough. I'll bring you some when it's all done." "Thank you. And also...I love you Gus. I really do." "I love you too."

I kissed her forehead.

"Hey..before you go could you turn my lights off and turn on my midnight sky?" "Of course I can baby girl."

I got up and did what she said then she grabbed her notebook and a pen and laid back in her bed. I guess she was about to either write or draw something.

"What are you gonna do while I'm gone?" "Maybe draw some stuff. I'm kinda in the mood to draw." "Okay. I'll be back when your stuff's made." "Okay."

She got up to kiss me one more time. Standing on her tip toes and her arms around my neck. My arms wrapped around her waist. She then got back in the bed again and I went downstairs to the kitchen.