Johns POV
I groaned softly, waking up slowly. I yawned and rolled over. Roger was still asleep, I smiled. Gently running my fingers over his defined arms I realized how beautiful he really is. I shivered and moved closer to Roger. This all felt so surreal. Roger stirred slightly before rolling over. I smiled and kissed along his shoulder blades.
"Roggie~ Time to wake up beautiful~" I said softly in his ear, kissing up his jawline. He made a noise and attempted to push me away. I continued to kiss along his jaw and his neck. He made another noise before slowly opening his eyes. He pushed me off of him and rolled over to face me. I smiled. That's all I ever did with him.
"Good morning..." he mumbled. His blue eyes seemed dull.
"Roggie? What's wrong?" I asked. He just shook his head and got up. I followed him.
"Roger? What's wrong?" He kept his face turned away from me and grabbed clothes and headed into the shower. I knew this wasn't like him but I shrugged it off. I got dressed and made my way down stairs. I made myself and Roger some breakfast. I heard something drop and a few angry cuss words from Roger, I sighed and brought his food up with me.
"Rog, breakfast is on the dresser." I said as I placed it down. I heard a small noise of acknowledgement, I turned around to see him standing a towel lightly wrapped around his waist.
"Deaky..." He said trailing off. He was practically eye fucking me at this point. I smirked and headed out of the room.
"What the hell John!! Get back up here!" He cried angrily, I smirked and sat down at the table. I heard him sigh angrily and get dressed. I began eating my own breakfast when he joined me down.
"Deaky~" He called as he ran his fingers down my back which caused me to shiver and straighten my back. He kissed my neck lightly, I melted when he kissed my neck, he gently left a few love bite which caused me to moan softly.
"Somebody likes those huh?" he murmured with his lips still pressed against my neck. I nodded slightly in response. He kissed my neck a few more times before pulling away. I whimpered at the loss of contact. He sat down across from me and began eating.
"You're an asshole Taylor," I said as I finished my breakfast. He just smiled.
"We have some place to be Deaky that's why," He said between bites.
"That doesn't mean you tease me like that," I said looking at him. He gave me an innocent look and I rolled my eyes. I got up and put my dish in the sink and finished my tea. Brian knocked gently on the door.
"I'm here! I hope you two aren't doing anything that involves you on top of each other!" He called, Roger and I laughed.
"Come on in poodle man!" Roger yelled. We heard an angry sigh from the guitarist as he opened the door. Brian walked through and glared at Roger.
"Why the long face Bribri?" Roger asked smirking and placing his dish in the sink. Brian just shook his head.
"Lets go," He said smiling We followed the tall man out of the flat and to his car. I sat next to Roger. I rested my head on his shoulder, Roger smiled and held my hand. Each breath I took was filled with his intoxicating scent. He always smelled so good, his cologne was so strong but it smell so good. It made me feel save when I caught a whiff of it. It reminds me of the younger days of Queen when we were nothing more than best friends. Being the youngest of the group we got along very well. He would always make these cute jokes that only we understood. I didn't realize it then but that's when this crush of mine on Roger Meddows Taylor first developed.
Flashback. Still Johns POV
Roger laughed silently, Freddie just stared at him. Roger was laughing at something Freddie had said that he didn't get. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Oh great now they both are going," Brian whined. Which just made us laugh harder.
"I don't get what is so funny!" Freddie said which pushed both of us over the edge. Roger fell over laughing and crying. I was breathing heavily and wiped tears from my eyes. Freddie just rolled his eyes, and gave up asking.
Flashback over
Johns POV
I felt a gentle jab to my side. I whined and pushed the hand away.
"Wake up sleeping beauty," Roger said slowly moving me off of him. I sighed softly, I really didn't want to record. Dealing with the bickering and Freddies stupid remarks made me so unbelievably tired. I just wanted to get back to my bed and have Roger with me.
"We are gonna record the harmonies today, Deaky would you like to join us this time?" Freddie asked. I sighed and shook my head. Freddie nodded and pulled Roger and Brian into the studio. I just slipped on head phones and sat outside listening to them. Rogers voice, I don't have the vocabulary to describe it. It's the perfect raspy yet sweet sound. I swear I could listen to him all day. I sighed and got comfortable. Freddie always asked me if I wanted to sing, even though he knew the answer. I could sing, it's not like I wasn't able to. Was I self conscious about it? Not really, but my voice was so different from the rest of their voices that I could easily be pulled from the group. Freddie had a lovely low voice but, mine was more of a bass voice. I guess it matched the instrument I played. I just sighed deeply, and slid further into the couch. I looked up to see Roger waving at me. I waved back and smiled.
After about an hour of recording they finally came out of the studio. I was half asleep and quiet frankly bored. I yawned and sat up.
"Did you two sleep at all last night?" Brian asked pointing to Roger who was sprawled out over a chair asleep.
"Yeah we did, he woke up in a mood though. He didn't say anything to me until around when you got there Bri," I said standing and stretching.
"I mean't to ask him but I forgot," I said walking over to him. I lightly tapped his shoulder, waking him.
"We are done for today, my voice is shot," Freddie said not sounding like himself at all. I nodded and helped Roger up.
When we got back home Roger practically fell on to the bed.
"Roggie, Honey before you sleep what was wrong this morning?" I asked laying down next to him.
"I... I had a dream last night, that you died. A-and it was my fault." He said quietly. I curled closer to him.
"That's not going to happen, don't worry about that." I said into his chest. He lifted my jaw and kissed me gently. I kissed back and pressed my body against his.
"You know, I feel like this was meant to be Deaky," He murmured before kissing me again. I nodded in agreement. He pulled me closer and I don't think anything felt so right in my entire life.
