Dangerous Obsession - ziam/zarry(mpreg)

Chapter 18 - In Hurry.

Harry.

It's been a week since Zayn had his horrible nightmare. I just can't even help him. No one knows how much pain he feels by going on and on by those fucking horrifying event. Even i can't compete with the amount of his pain i see him everyday struggling to be happy, struggling to be loved, struggling to keep smiling well faking smiling but i can see through those façade of his. Everyone thinks he is fine he had pushed those horrible memories back and living his life happily. But they don't see what i can see, they don't know how he feels but i feel it. I like him. I like him a lot. Never have i ever thought i could be this close to someone.

After those all nightmares and struggling to live life just because of my mum and finding peace i forgot i have life. I was living my life just because of my mum i was going through all this just because to see her smile but now...now i have reason to live, reason to feel alive again, this is refreshing i mean my soul feels its like i mean i can't describe that feeling it's so new to me.

Feelings for me were never true i grew up thinking no one care for anyone's thinking, no one see how much they grieve just because they have feelings, feelings makes man weak it was my definition of feelings. I never shared my feelings to anyone not even my mum but with Zayn i trust him enough to be bare soul like he can see every emotions, every feelings through me. I sometimes feel like I'm so delusional i mean i imagine this things but i know I'm not this is all true.

I never thought someone like me can get such a pure soul. Yeah he was raped but it wasn't in anyone's hand it was it in his future and no one can stop what's going to happen in the future it's not in our fucking hands if it would have been i would have changed it or at least would have stopped it. He had gone through enough pain. I want him happy.

Niall was my support when i felt like i should just die. I knew no one care for me just Niall and Mum. I know even if i died no one would cry just Niall and Mum but I'm happy to know now that i have Z. I was so stupid I'm the one to blame here i caused him pain. I shouldn't have dragged him in my mess but Liam would have taken him anyways even if i wasn't in his life so it's better I'm in his life to save him for the bitch monster.

I didn't told Zayn about what i do for living yeah i couldn't tell him i know he hates all this. He would be furious if i told him this but i know he is just as curious to ask this and i can't hide it from him my whole life someday it's gonna be infront of him and I'm planning to do it soon.

I know i can cause him pain again if Liam decided to make a move but i just can't leave him, can't let him go call me selfish but i just can't . I can't imagine my life without him. It scares me sometime what if something happened to him? What if Liam again caught him?. He won't be able to hold it in him not anymore he will break.

I have been away from him just because i have work yeah this is something about deal our boss has fixed to a leader of a another gang it's a big deal. Deal has been finalised and the contract has been signed. The shipping would be done like by tomorrow or something i don't know Naill is taking care of that. My work is done here but i have to wait for Niall. So i can't see Z this time. I miss him.

Currently I'm sitting on a couch just missing Z and i got a call from Z i was so happy to see that but all my happiness faded away when i heard his voice...

"Hey babe"

"Ha- Harry please help me..Harry he will take me harry please save me. I can't go through that pain again" oh my god what's happening there Z was panicking he wasn't even speaking correctly then i heard loud banging as if someone was banging the door.It's not good whatever it was it's not fucking good. I want to see Z like right know. I want to know if he is ok.

Without thinking i took my bag and with other cell that i have for emergencies i texted Niall about my shortly leave and told him i will tell him later. I texted the pilot who would be flying out private jet. He quickly understood and started working i guess thats what he texted back. I hope he does..i really hope he does or else he would be drop dead.

"What happened Zayn. What's going on there. Who will kill you Z tell me". I was fucking shouting i couldn't do anything. Fuck it hurts like bitch why can't i be there for him when he needs me.

"LI-" and with that call ended but i exactly knew who was it. It was fucking son of bitch jerking bastard freak LIAM PAYNE.

If this time he touched Z i will rip his head no stopping. I fucking swear. I'm coming Z I'm coming. Just wait babe.

(Time skip ) after flight.

I ran out of airport. I was In Hurry.

I quickly got home and the door was open everything was messed nothing was in its right place as it should have been. Vase was on the floor in pieces. Painting were hanging low as if its gonna fall and break. Couch was in different direction like someone has pushed it out of their way. Every damn thing was on floor but i just shouted Zayn and Zayn in hope he would be fine. I ran upstairs in our room and there he was sitting in the corner, hiding face in his knees. I made my way towards him the room was mess as well. I gently put my hand on his and whispered a zayn. He quicly looked up for a second i thought he would have broked his head from his body. Without thinking he hugged me tightly

"Ha- harry you came please harry don't leave me please don't go please please please he will take me harry please don't go" tears were freely flowing from his eyes and it broked my heart.

"No one's gonna take you Z. I'm not going anywhere. I'm here. No worries" i picked him up in bridal style and put him on bed and started stroking his head. He was calm in few minutes and his eyes started to get close so i knew he was going to sleep. I kissed his head.

He was out like a light. Then i called a maid from boss house and told her to clean house and after sometimes i fell asleep next to Z with him in my arms securely wrapped around him.

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And there i go. This book would be mostly of 47 chapter. Maybe it would be enough of this and i would start to think of something new. Any suggestions please message me. Enjoy guyzz Thanks for your love and support.