Attack on Assassination Classroom x reader

Chapter 9

As [Y/n] made her way to the wall since she left Mikasa behind, her mind went back to headquarters before the mission began, before they had been given their assignments. One of the captains had been giving her bad vibes from the look in his eyes since the start of the plan, Captain Woerman was the source of those worries. From what she's heard, he's a veteran who had seen some things that would terrify others but the look in his eyes was that of a fearful man and fear can make humans do irrational things and she really hoped that he would not go that far. Like everyone else, [Y/n] wanted to run from those titans if it meant survival but she would not forgive herself if she left knowing that her friends stayed and had been killed fighting. "[Y/n]!" a voice called out to her noticing her running fast on the roof tops, "Over here!" she looked over and saw some who she recognized and some she did not.

Connie saw them near the roof the others were at and waved them over and from the looks of them all, there was likely not even a fourth of what they had started with at the beginning. "Did you hear it? The signal to withdraw?" Marco asked when they were on the roof finally. The [h/c] shook their head no "I was lost in my thoughts... But from what I can see almost all of you are out of gas, huh?" they inquired in return earning a grim smile. "Yeah... Because of the titans surrounding HQ we can't get the supply ourselves and they can't get it to us even if they wanted to." Jean looked down knowing the feeling he currently felt was fear and he sure as hell wanted to run like any other human wanted to. "Then why the hell are we waiting?" Connie cut in walking over to the small group, "We gotta go, if we start thinning their numbers then we might have a chance, sitting here on this roof is totally pointless." [Y/n] nodded in agreement though she knew she'd have no problem getting off. "He's right, if we try running the gas will run out and the titans would have no problems picking us off even more so if we stay here." Without mobility they were all going to be screwed over. "While I'm glad you're using your head Connie the other concern is if we even have the numbers for it." Jean turned his head to look at those who were with the group now. "The veterans and the vanguard have all been killed." There were some on other roof tops as well but in small groups no less than two, most likely mourning the loss of their friends and comrades slaughtered by the titans. "How exactly do a bunch of rookies pull off a suicide mission like this? Assuming half our forces survive the initial assault, then what about the supply room probably crawling with titans probably 3-4 meter ranged; I don't see much accomplishment there." It was not something anyone wanted to hear but it was a fact of reality and they all knew it. No matter what they did it was all hopeless, they would die fighting to get to the supply room or sitting on the roof tops with little to no gas. While there were some still willing to fight to survive they were still out numbered by those who had accepted their doomed fate as food for the titans. 

Mikasa finally arrived to the group, managing to catch up to them from the rear guard. "Annie!" She called out getting her attention, "I know how bad things have gotten," 'Oh no,' "It's selfish, putting personal matters at the forefront, but have you seen Eren's squad?" Mikasa asked and was directed to Armin. [Y/n]'s lip trembled and bit into her bottom lip for what she felt, she felt guilt for not telling Mikasa. But she knew how she would've reacted if she found out, they all did. Now there was no avoiding it, Mikasa was going to learn of what happened to Eren. Armin's broken tear filled voice filled the air, naming every person in his squad who had died, the guilt eating him from inside more and more feeling useless for not dying like the rest of his squad. The news shook the rest of the soldiers to the core, filling them with fear and dread as if a hand reached into their chests and squeezed their hearts. "I'm so sorry Mikasa... It should have been me that died..." salty tears ran down Armin's face, falling onto the roof they were on. "Not Eren, I couldn't do a thing..." he felt self hate enter him next, "I'm worthless." Mikasa kneeled down, placing a hand on his shoulder, "Armin, calm yourself. We haven't got time for you to be emotional right now."