Your forever is all that I need (Kellin Quinn - Sleeping with Sirens) ON HOLD.

Chapter 4 - I don't wonna feel a thing anymore..

*** KELLIN'S POV ***

Ever since the misconsumption yesterday, I hadnt even spoken to Sage, she just blanked me, she wouldn't do anything, just her job, it was as if she hated me, in fact she did. But todays show was over and we had a party to attend to tonight.

I sat in the bus with the guys and Sage while we got ready, it was super awkward and I couldnt help but just want Sam Link to appear in the doorway with a camera recording us and making things fun, he was good at that.

But no, we just sat here all awkwardly. The guys began talking and I just sat there, the tables were about to turn...

*** SAGE'S POV ***

We were getting ready for some bands party, I dont know. The air was tense and the guys were only having small conversations. It was annoying that everything was so awkward these days, I felt kinda out of place, like I shouldnt be there, but everytime I brought it up, they insisted that I stay.

I just didn't know what to do.

I finished my make up and noticed my brush was right on the other side of Kellin, I didnt wonna be awkward and go and get it, the least we could do was talk a little.

'Kellin, could you pass me by brush please?' I asked.

'Get it yourself' he scoffed.

I just stared at him, hurt. Everyone else stared at him, frowning and as confused as I was.

'That was kinda rude' Jesse pointed out.

'Well considering its right there shes quite capable of getting it herself' Kellin muttered.

'She has a name' I said, 'And I thought that was really rude and disrespectful, to be honest'

'You're one to talk' he said, turning his neck to actually look at me.

I was so hurt I just got up, and walked out of the tour bus into the cold dark night.

*** KELLIN'S POV ***

'She has a name' Sage said, she looked so upset 'And I thought that was really rude and disrespectful, to be honest'

'You're one to talk' I said looking at her, then I realized what I had said.

Her face just completely fell and she stormed off of the voice, I covered my face in my hands, was I really gonna be like this to the girl I love? Even though I didnt actually have her.

'You fucking dickhead' Jack scoffed.

'As if you just did all that' Gabe said, sitting back.

'I think you should go talk to her' Justin said, 'she looked really really hurt'

I stood up, scratching the back of my head awkwardly and walking outside, I didnt have a jacket and it was totally cold.

I walked across the grass and noticed the glistening red in Sage's hair, she was all in black, she was just standing there, then she began to walk, away from the bus.

I walked towards her and she turned around to see who it was.

'Go away' she shouted.

'No' I scoffed, getting closer.

I grabbed her arm and spun her around, I wasnt going to apologise, but she couldnt be out here at this time, it wasnt safe.

'Come inside' I said.

'Get your fucking hands off of me, you jerk' she said, I could tell she was crying, it really broke my heart.

'You need to come inside' I repeated.