Your forever is all that I need (Kellin Quinn - Sleeping with Sirens) ON HOLD.

Chapter 8 - You kill me.

After we had done shopping, which Jesse did not enjoy at all, we headed to the food court where the other guys were still located just finishing stuffing their faces. I ordered G Simple banana-chocolate milkshake and we headed back to the tour bus, all the guys carrying my Stuff as they seemed to think it would affect my pregnancy even though was only a month into it.

We were on the road again to the next destination, I was getting really tired so I went to my bunk, curling up all warm, as I was absolutely freezing cold, I could hear the rain outside of the bus and the guys laughing and talking.

This was kind of how it had been before all the drama. Before everything with Kellin cheating on me. Apart from this time I was pregnant and I had no clue where things were going with Kellin anymore.

I eventually fell asleep, dreaming of nothing, and when I woke up we were still on the road. The week of concerts would finish in tomorrow night, then they went to Europe.  I didnt know if I was going to Europe or not, it was only for 2 months anyway.

I turned over in my bunk, grabbing my phone and checking facebook, twitter, etc, I really couldn't be bothered to get up, my energy just felt like it was all gone.

I could hear footsteps so I locked my phone and closed my eyes, pulling the duvet further up and snuggling in. The footsteps stopped what seemed like right in front of me, and then I could hear breathing. 

'I know you're awake, Sage' a voice laughed, it was Kellin.

I open my eyes to see Kellin sitting on the floor in front of me, grinning like mad, I couldn't help but smile.

'Im tired though' I sighed.

'Aww... I'll get you a Rockstar energy drink later yeah?' he winked.

'Im pregnant, Kellin I cant have that stuff!' 

'Im sure one wont hurt' he smiled.

I smiled and moved backwards to he could climb in the bunk with me, he was so warm and cuddly, I stared into his eyes as his arms were wrapped around me, I lent forward slightly to peck his lips, before he led it to more than just a peck. 

A few minutes later I just snuggled into his chest, I had until the bus stopped to sleep so I wanted to take advantage of that opportunity. 

When I woke up, I pulled myself up over Kellin and walked into the living room, Jesse was playing the guitar while the others talked, apart from Jack who was snoring his head off in one of the bunks, I hadn't even noticed.

I sat down next to Justin who wrapped his arms around me and I cuddled into him, I need to book myself into the doctors while I was back at Aleks' for a day, just to make sure my baby is fine.

'Hows life my pumpkin?' Justin winked.

'Lifeless, pretty much, what about yours?' I smiled.

'Aww we get there in like 10 minutes and yeah its cool' 

'Gee, catch!!' Gabe called as he chucked me over a Rockstar energy drink, I grabbed in quickly, heart racing as it almost hit me, 'I heard Kellin talking about getting you one so I thought I'd do the deed first' he laughed evily.

I laughed as well, grinning and waiting before opening it, it tasted amazing, one of my favourite drinks and I prayed it would give me the energy I needed to work tonight.

Eventually Kellin made an appearance just as the bus stopped, he got changed and came over to me, kissing me before unloading the stuff  with the other guys, I went inside, sorting things out there, they did the soundcheck and then I could see the lines outside filing up, there were so many people it was incredible, the room began piling up with fans and 2 girls, best friends, had backstage passes and were backstage with me, they seemed like hardcore fans and went crazy when they met the guys. Then when they began they were screaming along to every song backstage, it was manic.