LOVE MAZE ✓

IX

we had our good times, don't you think Yoongi?

I remember you taking me to the carousel in town where all the small kids were, we sat on a toy horse each and you laughed at how we were acting like kids. but we were just young, wild and free- how kids should be. I remember us driving late at night together even though we had a busy, early schedule the next day. you'd drive with the windows fully open, even when it was raining and you'd make sure you were touching me somehow- usually with your hand on my thigh, as you enjoyed the brisk breeze and the silence of the night.

you were my partner in crime and although, I never knew what to expect from our relationship- I knew it'd be worthwhile.

I knew from the moment you kissed my lips in the dark, your touch burning me as you held me close. your hair through my fingers- it was dyed white back then.

but you dyed it black in the last few weeks of us and maybe that was another sign. that you were about to make my whole world turn to nothing but darkness.