•Trouble• Carl Gallagher💓

•Beautiful•

Y/N: hey..
Carl: you look beautiful
Y/N: thanks
Carl: how is everyone
Y/N: the same
Carl: still dickheads?
Y/N: yep, maybe worst
Carl: I knew it, they can't be without me
Y/N: you wish
Carl: sassy Y/N is back
Y/N: I've always been sassy
Carl: *laughs a bit* so what are you doing?
Y/N: well uhm I'm trying to survive while still going to school, I'm about to finish my last year, oh and my family business is being a drug dealer, Alice is a diva, pretty sure Nico is going to be a player, my grandma died, and I almost got shot oh and Debbie gave birth
Carl: ok wow, I did not see that coming..what is it?
Y/N: it's a girl, oh and I'm trying to keep my best friend alive
Carl: you know you don't have to do that
Y/N: yeah, yeah, you made Juvie your bitch, but your not the only one who did that
Carl: who else?
Y/N: me dumbass
Carl: yeah
Y/N: I'm serious Carl, one day they will kill you if don't have protection
Carl: Trust me Y/N, it's all ok, I already have protection
Y/N: good
Carl: soooo...anyone hit on you
Y/N: *starts getting nervous* no
Carl: *leans in a bit* who?
Y/N: ugh...Tyrone
Carl: *secretly gets jealous* where?
Y/N: movies, hey I don't like him
Carl: yeah right, every girl likes Tyrone..fucking shit head
Y/N: calm down Carl
Carl: when am I getting out of here?
Y/N: Carl I'm working on it
Carl: doing what?
Y/N: Selling and bringing
Carl: will I have stuff when I get back?
Y/N: yeah, course..J will take you
Carl: has Finn done anything?
Y/N: tried to sleep with me, but he couldnt even touch me..he was scared
Carl: *laughs* this is why I love you
Y/N: awww I love you too baby
Carl: *laughs* wish I could kiss you
Y/N & Carl: *look at each other* *burts ot laughing*

*time skip*

I walked down the street. I had to go Mickey to do him the favor. I could see him from far away.

Mickey: look who decided to show up! 'South side Queen!!*

I laughed at how dumb he was being. I flipped him off.

Mickey laughed and waved the bat.

Mickey: dont forget I have a bat!
Y/N: bitch the fuck? thats my bat dickhead *takes the bat from him*

Mickey: thats my girl, or should I say Carl's?

Y/N: ugh shut up

Mickey: everyone says it

Y/N: where is he?

Mickey: we tied him up over there

Y/N: okay *starts walking*

Mickey:* follows behind her*

Y/N: let me do this, just stay out here..guard the place

*20 minutes later*

I came out of the building wiping some blood.

Mickey: is it done?
Y/N: fucker wont talk to you ever
Mickey: thanks Y/N
Y/N: no problem dickhead

I walked away from him holding the bat. Its really lonely without Carl here. I miss him. I miss us having to run from the cops. Us laughing when we got home. Waking up Fiona and her having to "punish" us. I smiled a bit missing those moments. A day after I got out of Juvie we went to hang out. Carl was so happy I was back. We took pictures in a photo booth. I have one where he is kissing my cheek. After we took that picture I turned to him and we accidently kissed. The camera caught the moment. We both have that picture. Carl and I kissed one time. I liked him...still do, I just dont want to ruin our friendship. And I know...I'm so dumb, another bitch is going to come in his way and I'm going to loose him. But I dont think Carl feels the same as I do. He obviously doesnt like me. Why would he?

*at house* 

I took off my shoes and went to take a shower.

After the shower I got changed into this:

I grabbed my phone. I took the birth control pills and sighed. I grabbed my coat and walked out of my house. Debbie is supposed to come with me, so Ian is going with me now. This is the part that I hate about my life. I'm so embarrassed. Well I still have to tell you guys...