book of f-ckery

coping (skip?)

i texted my friend brannon asking for advice on how to get over ryan and he told me to only focus on the bad memories

and what did i do?

i made a four page (and growing) list of all the bad things he's done to me

granted it's a small notebook but still four pages is kinda not good

anyway i also went through and deleted every picture of him i had on my phone

which hurt a lot, but i feel a bit better

oh well

we're gonna go back to the stupid chapters now

fuck this emotional shit lmaoooo

–nathaniel