Short Story poems

Safe {2}

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I trash; and trash
Yet the chains won't break
The devil is watching
In this hell i'm currently in

I screamed at him
Till my voice became soar
I begged for it to stop
Yet they just laugh.

It was just like karma
For all the things that we've done
It was like deja vu
But it is the other way around.

I prayed to god,
Oh, what have we done?
Is this our punishment
For the bad things we have made.

I looked at him
And i saw a sliver of emotion
Was it pity? Was it regret?
Will my hope be regained?

But i was a fool
For me to believed
That the devil will spare
My life to lived.

The pain was unbearable,
The scars in my body
That i know will never fade away
For it is already engrave in my soul and in my brain.

I will always remember that night,
Were my life turned upside down
Were everything had fallen apart
Were i left him dumbfounded.

I regretted that day,
When i betrayed and captured him,
His sreams of pain were haunting,
And it still hunt me till this day.

Why did it hurt so much?
Why did i made that move?
Was i really selfish?
To sacrifice the man i love,
in order for me to survive?

Yet there's no regretting now
For the damage has already been done
And now i'm paying the price
For that selfish act i had made,

Those two words that i haven't said,
Now i'm saying it in my last breath,
And i hope he heard,
My last farewell and maybe my last words

"I'm sorry"
I saw him wipe a tear,
I saw the man i loved and break apart cry,
I was such a bitch, i smiled.

But there's no turning back,
For i can already see the dark,
And in that last moment,
I saw him smile and hug me.

He muttered the words,
I was waiting for him to say,
I can now rest in piece,
"Jet'aime, bella"

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A/n:
Safe part 2. This is the continuation of safe. The guy and girl had a history, they were ex lovers. The girl's life wasbeing threathened by her boss, na kapag hindi niya nagawang ibigay sa kanila ang kanyang bf ay ang buhay niya mismo ang kapalit nito.

That's why she has no other choice but to give her bf up dahil ayaw pa niyang mamatay, kailangan pa siya ng kanyang pamilya, her brothers and sisters are already losing hope in being able to go to school again. Her father is a drunkard, her mother is sick and has a cancer.

She give her bf up kahit na labag sa kalooban niya, she still loves him, kaya naman lahat ng sakit na natatanggap niya dito, ang pagtotorture sa kanya nito ay tinatanggap niya dahil deserve niya lahat ng iyon.

The explanation of why she wanted to hear him say i love you was because it means to her that he forgave her for everything and he still loves her even after the pain.