My 'Little' Soulmate |Jikook/Kookmin|

Chapter 13

Word Count: 1415

⚠Trigger Warning⚠

The Next Day
Jimin POV.
I Was Out With V, Shopping, We Were Buying Our Boyfriends Gifts And V Complained That He Didn't Have Enough Gucci Clothes. He Had 3 Bags Full Of Clothes Just For Himself, 2 For Sope, And I Had 2 Bags Full Of Things For Jungkook. We Decided That Was Enough And Got To His Car. Just As I Opened His Door I Lost My Breath Suddenly, I Held Onto My Heart And Clenched My Shirt, Still I Managed To Get Into His Car He Looked At Me Scared But Still Started Is Car And Sped To His House. Everyone But Jungkook Was There, I Sighed And Hobi Agreed To Walk With Me To My House. Once We Got To My Doorstep The Pain Came Back, Hobi Opened Our Door Quietly And I Looked Up Shocked, Jungkook Was Kissing Rose. Not Only Was He Kissing Someone Else He Was Kissing A Girl I Choked Out A Sob, Then Ran. Hearing Hobi Yell, Getting Farther And Farther, Not Knowing Where I Was Going. I Stopped To Catch A Breath, Tears Still Making There Way Down, Ignoring The Pain. I Turned And Saw Jungkook Looking Around, I Widened My Eyes And Began Running Faster And Farther. I Sighed And Stopped, Leaning Against A Tree. I Then Noticed I Was In The Woods. I Smiled And Took The Blade Out Of My Jeans Pocket, Then Made A Bunch Of Angry Lines Before I Heard Someone, I Got Up Quickly And Ran Until I Stopped And Noticed I Was At The Edge Of A Cliff, I Looked Down And All I Saw Was Water, I Turned Around And Saw Everyone. Jin, Namjoon, V, Hobi, Yoongi And Jungkook. I Looked At Them, Straightening My Posture, Blood Still Rushing Down My Hand From My Wrist. Jungkook Took A Step Forward And I Took A Step Back. Then Decided To Sit Down And Made It So That If I Leaned Back I Would Fall Off The Cliff. Then I Just Looked At Them, Not Speaking A Word. Every One Was Silent And Looked Down, Knowing It Wasn't There Place To Say Anything As They Did Nothing Wrong. Jungkook Sighed And Began Talking, Thinking I Was Listening When I Wasn't "Jimin I'm Sorry" "Please Forgive Me" Then I Heard Him Say Something I Didn't Know How To React To "I Love You" I Sighed And Shook My Head, Leaning Back. Forgetting How I Was Sitting And Fell Off The Cliff Into The Deep Water. They Quickly Ran To The Edge Only To See Me, Drowning. Jungkook Sadly Was A Swimmer And Managed To Get Me Just As I Was Near My Last Breath, Getting Some Water Out Of My Lungs As Jin Called For A Ambulance. I Just Lied There, Done Trying. I Knew I Was Gonna Dissapoint My Soulmate So I Don't Get Why Jungkook Didn't Just Cut It Out. I Got A Flashback Of Him Saying "I Love You" Then All I Saw Was Back, Hoping That's All I'll Ever See, Tired Of Dissapointing People, And Letting People Down. I Felt Someone Shake Me, But I Didn't, I Couldn't Move Anything. I Laid There Like A Brick, I Then Felt Someone Cry Into My Chest, Realising It Was Hobi. I Managed To Open My Eyes And Weakly Wrap My Arms Around Hobi. Hobi Just Looked At Me Shocked And I Smiled, Then Blacked Out Again. I Woke Up Again Looking At A Very Bright Light I Squinted My Eyes, And Looked Around. Seeing Jin Cuddled Into Namjoon, Hobi And V Cuddling Into Yoongi And Jungkook On The Bed With Me. I Moved Lightly, Not Wanting To Hurt Myself Or Wake Kook. I Noticed My Arms Were Bandaged And Sighed, Not Knowing Why I Was Awake Or Alive. I Guess I Was So Lost In Thought That I Hadn't Heard Jin Wake Up. He Screamed, Waking Everyone And Knocking Me Out Of Thought, I Sighed And Looked Down, Not Wanting To Look Or Speak, But When I Saw Hobi's Eyes, Looking At Me With Pain, And Seeing His Tear Tracks, I Sighed And Opened My Arms For Him, Who Smiled, Which I Returned. I Didn't Want To Talk To Jungkook, Not Even Look At Him. Everyone Wouldn't Stop Asking Me If I Was Okay, Which I Said Yes To. I Felt Arms Go Around My Waist But I Was To Weak To Pull Away, So I Looked At Yoongi For Help, Who Nodded And Pushed Jungkook Off The Bed And Onto The Floor, He Quickly Replaced His Spot And Layed There, Getting Comfy, I Chuckled While Jungkook Got Up And Sat Next To Vhope. Jin Quickly Joined Us On The Bed And I Could See His Tear Tracks Almost As Bad As Hobi's. I Sighed And Hugged Him. Then The Doctor Came In, I Looked At Him And He Handed Me 2 Bottles Of Pills, Then Left. I Looked At Them And Widened My Eyes, And Began Crying, I Gave Them To Yoongi While Crying On Jin's Shoulder. 1 Was For My Depression, Saying It Would Help My Anxiety And Cutting The Other Was For My Bulimia, I Just Cried, Knowing I Turned Myself Into A Pill Popper. Yoongi Passed The Bottles Around, Once They Got Back To Me I Just Took 1 Of Each. Then Looked Down, Ashamed. Started Starring At My Stomach, Seeing As I Had Actually Lost Weight. I Really Want To Forgive Jungkook, But I'm Scared He's Gonna Do This Again. I Don't Even Know Why He Kissed Her In The First Place, But Still. I'm Having My Doubts, Luckily The Doctor Came In And Told Me I Could Leave, Thank God They Brought Me Clothes. They Left And I Changed, Then Once We Were Out I Had A Distance Between Them That They Didn't Notice, And When They Weren't Looking. I Ran, I Kept Running Despise Hearing Them Yell My Name, Once I Got Back Into The Woods I Saw This Old Abandoned House. I Smiled And Walked In, Then Began Walking Around It, Then Saw Someone Behind Me, So I Kicked Them Then Ran Out Of The House, Saw Jungkook And Ran The Opposite Direction, Farther Into The Woods. I Spotted A Tree And Smiled, Then Climbed It. Knowing I Was Hidden I Just Sat And Looked Down, Watching Them Look For Me. Soon I Thought They Were Gone And Dropped Down, Then Arms Wrapped Around My Waist, I Sighed And Let Them Take Me, Not Knowing It Was Jungkook. He Sat Down And Sat Me Next To Him. He Looked At Me And I Just Looked At Him, Not Knowing What He Was Doing, He Sighed And Began Explaining Himself "She Kissed Me And Forced Me To Kiss Her Back" I Just Looked At Him Like He Was Stupid, He Sighed And Went On "I Didn't Want To, And I Never Meant To Hurt You, I'm Really Sorry. Can You Forgive Me?" I Just Looked Down, The Waterworks Coming On. He Gently Pulled Me Into Him And I Just Cried Into His Chest, Not Knowing If I Should Forgive Him Or Not. He Pulled Away And Looked At Me, I Just Looked At Him, He Then Leaned In And Kissed Me Softly, Putting His Love Into It, He Then Pulled Away Again And I Just Looked Down, Going Mute. He Pulled Me Onto His Lap And Looked Down At Me, I Slightly Leaned Up And He Leaned Down The Rest Of The Way, Kissing Me Again, Passionately. He Then Went And Laid Me Down On The Ground Carefully, Then Got On Top Of Me, Still Kissing, He Pulled Away And Went To My Neck, Kissing, Biting, Sucking, Nibbling. I Turned My Head To Get Him To Stop. He Looked At Me And I Shook My Head, He Sighed And Nodded Then Got Up And Picked Me Up. Then Walked Us Home. Once We Got To Our Room I Was Scared He Was Gonna Do Something. But He Just Laid Next To Me And Put His Arm Around My Waist, I Turned And Shyly Put My Head Into His Neck. He Chuckled And Moved His Head So I Had More Access To His Neck, Slowly Falling Asleep, Cuddling Him. Not Forgiving Him Just Yet. If He Wants My Forgiveness He's Gonna Have To Work Super Hard. Having Sex And Calling It Good Is Not How I Roll