My 'Little' Soulmate |Jikook/Kookmin|

Chapter 14

Word Count: 1825

🍼Little Space🍼

1 Week Later

Jimin POV.
Jungkook Has Made It Up To Me And I Officially Forgave Him But Only Put A Little Bit Of Trust Into Him.  Not Knowing If He's Gonna Do It Again Even Though He Keeps Saying He Won't, In This Entire Week I Haven't Been Little And I Find That A Good Thing, With All The New Dances And New Songs We Have To Rehearse I Have No Time To Be A Freaking Baby, Jungkook Wants Me To Go Little But I Deny Him.  Until Today, We Were At The Studio Practicing Our Dances For Our New Upcoming Album The Most Beautiful Moment In Life Pt.2 I Honestly Love This Album, By Far My 2 Favorite Songs Are Baepsae And Autumn Leaves/Dead Leaves. We Were Practicing  RUN When I Fell And Twisted My Ankle, I Just Quickly Got Up, Ignoring The Pain In My Ankle. Not Wanting To Stop Practice When We Only Had 1 Hour Left.
1 Hour Later..
Practice Is Done! And My Ankle Is Killing Me, I Thankfully Got Jungkook To Carry Me To His Car, Once I Was Seated In Shotgun He Got In And Sped Off Towards Our House, Both Of Us Desperately Needing Showers. He Showered Upstairs And I Showered Downstairs, I Finished First And Started Lunch Which Was Just Ramen. I Sat Before Jungkook Could See Me Limping, But I Sadly Finished First So When I Limped To The Kitchen He Noticed.  "Why Are You Limping Babe?"  I Sighed And Looked Down, "When I Fell I Twisted My Ankle" He Looked At Me With Wide Eyes Before Lifting Me To The Living Room Where He Laid Me Down On The Couch And Examined My Right Ankle, The One I Messed Up.  Thankfully It Was Just A Sprain And He Put Ice On It. I Turned On The TV And To My Luck Paw Patrol Was On, Making Me Slip In Seconds, I Whined And Began Moving Around, Trying To Get Comfy.  Jungkook Noticed Though And Lifted Me Onto Him, Where I Cuddled Into Him And Tried To Sleep. I Felt I Was Being To Clingy So When He Put Me Down In Our Room, I Let Him. But After Like 1 Hour I Woke Up And Quietly Went Downstairs And To My Little Toy Corner In The Living Room, Silent Tears Made There Way Down.  I Just Felt So Weak, And Annoying And I Didn't Like It. I Cried Myself Back To Sleep Trying To Ignore These Feelings.

Jungcock POV.
I Went Out Of Our Bathroom And To Our Room To See Jimin Gone, I Sighed And Went Downstairs To See Him Laying Down, Facing His Toy Corner, I Went To Him And Carefully Turned Him Over, Seeing His Tear Tracks. I Lifted Him Which Woke Him, He Just Began Crying, Wanting A Bottle, To Cuddle, But To Scared To Ask.  I Quickly Made Him A Bottle And Went To His Nursery Where I Sat In The Rocking Chair And Cradled Him In My Arms And Fed Him His Bottle, He Gladly Took It, I Smiled And Nodded At Him Encouragingly When He Started Fighting Sleep,  Luckily He Fell Asleep Again And I Put Him In His Crib So I Could Make Dinner, Which Was Ravioli.  I Plated Jimin's Cut Up Ravioli On A Paw Patrol Plate, With A Matching Fork, And A Bottle Of Apple Juice. I Then Walked To His Nursery Where He Was Awake But Very Quiet, Not Crying Or Wanting To Be Lifted. I Frowned At Him And Walked To Him, Lifting Him Up He Didn't Fight, I Went To Our Room And Sat Down With Him On My Lap, I Looked At Him And He Just Looked Down, I Tilted His Head Up And Began Talking "Can You Go Big For Like 5 Minutes Chim? Please~" He Sighed And Nodded "Yea Kook?" "Your Normally Not This Quiet When Little, What's Going On?" He Just Sighed, Shook His Head And Looked Down "It's Nothing Important Kook" I Lifted His Head Again And Kissed Him. "It's Very Important." He Just Sighed. "I Just Feel,  Annoying When I'm Little. I Mean All I Do Is Make You Work 10 Times Harder Then You Already Do. Don't You Get Tired?" I Looked At Him, "Chim. When Your Big You NEVER Ask For Attention, You Put Everyone Before Yourself. Even Put Yourself Through Pain So That We Don't Have To End Practice.  I Love When Your Little, You Finally Eat. Sleep Well. Ask For Attention. And Still Love With That Big Heart Of Yours" He Just Blushed And Looked Down Nodding. He Then Leaned Up And Kissed Me, I Smiled Into The Kiss And Put My Hands On His Waist, He Pulled Away And I Just Looked At Him.  "Slip Back Baby, It's Ok" He Looked At Me Scared But I Just Nodded.  I Then Starred Straight Then Began Whining And Bouncing, Wanting Food. I Smiled And Carried Him Downstairs And Put Him In His High Chair And Placed His Plate In Front Of Him Along With His Bottle. He Smiled And Began Eating Like A Pig,  When I Finished I Looked Up And Jimin Was A Mess, He Tried To Use The Sauce As Lipstick That Went All The Way To His Cheek. I Sighed And Grabbed Our Plates And Washed Them Before Putting Them In The Dishwasher, Then Went To Him And Picked Him Up, Taking Him To Our Bathroom For A Bath. I Made Sure To Put Some Baby Sleeping Soap In The Bath And Using The Same To Wash Him, I Laid Him Down On The Towel And Began Undressing Him, Once He Was In His Boxers I Began Washing His Face Then Took Off His Boxers And Lifted Him Into The Tub, Where I Let Him Sit And Relax, The Soap Doing It's Duty Making Him Tired, I Quickly Washed His Body And Just Getting His Hair Wet, Then Rinsed Off All The Soap And Drained The Water From The Tub And Laid Him Down On The Towel And Began Drying Him Off, Then Picked Him Up And Took Him To Our Room And Laid The Towel On The Bed Then Laid Him Down On It, Grabbing A Diaper From My Nightstand And Put It Under His Jibooty And Powdered Him Up. Then Used Baby Sleeping Lotion To Lotion Up His Body, Then I Grabbed One Of My T-Shirts And Put It On Him, He Shivered Cold And I Put A Pair Of His Pajama Pants On Him, I Also Put Socks On His Feet, Then I Thoroughly Dried His Hair And Brushed It, Then I Laid Him Down And Put On Some Cartoons To Help Him Just Want To Lay Down And Relax.  I Went Downstairs And Made Him A Bottle. Unaware That Jimin Left His Blanket In The Living Room, I Went Up To Him, He Looked Around Scared, Then Got Up And Went Into His Nursery Where He Was Still Looking For Something I Just Didn't Know What.

Jimin POV.
Jungkook Came Back Into The Room With My Bottle, But Then I Remembered My Blanket, I Just Don't Remember Where I Left It. I Quickly Got Up And Looked Around Our Room, And My Nursery Not Seeing It, So I Went Downstairs And Found It In My Toy Corner. I Smiled And Ran To It. But When I Went To Run Back Upstairs I Tripped Over A Stair And Fell Hitting My Head. I Cried Out Loudly, And Went To Get Up But Jungkook Ran To Me And Picked Me Up, Bouncing Me Lightly. I Just Kept Crying, He Sighed And Carried Us Upstairs Back Into Our Room Where He Sat Down On The Bed And Lifted Me Into His Lap Where He Cradled Me In His Arms And Fed Me My Bottle, Sadly I Finished It And The Pain From My Head Came Back So My Bottom Lip Trembled And I Just Looked Up At Him, Not Wanting To Annoy Him I Didn't Cry Loudly. He Gently Placed Me On The Bed And Went To Our Medicine Cabinet To Find Liquid Headache Relief. I Sighed Happily And Went Into Grab A Spoon And Make 2 Bottles. He Came Back Upstairs And Gave Me My Medicine Then Cradled Me Back In His Arms Again And Fed Me Another Bottle But Of Warm Water. I Sighed Happily And Fell Asleep, He Sighed And Turned Off Our TV And Laid Down With Me On His Chest. 

Middle Of The Night Chim's Dream
"God Your So Annoying When Your Little."  "When Your Little You Turn Into An Attention Whore."  I Saw All These Comments On Twitter And Instagram. But That Wasn't All The Last One I Looked At Shocked Me And Broke Me "No Wonder Jungkook Kissed Rose. You Just Expect Him To Look After You, You Don't Love Him, And He Doesn't Love You" I Looked Down And Just Began Crying, Throwing My Phone Across Our Room Not Caring If It Broke, I Began Thrashing Around Feeling Trapped.
"Chim"  "Baby"  "Babe"  "Jimin!" Jungkook Was Shaking Me Awake, I Looked At Him With Confusion And He Just Sighed. "You Threw Your Phone, Began Crying, Then Thrashed Around" I Looked At Him And Sighed. He Got Up And Went To My Phone Which Was Off, And Not Broken. But The Comments From My Dream Lurked In My Head Do I Really Become An Attention Whore? Do I Really Only Expect Kookie To Look After Me? Does He Really Not Love Me?  All These Thoughts In My Head Made Me Turn Big And I Looked At Kookie With A Look Of Sadness. He Sat Next To Me And Grabbed My Hands. "What's Up Baby?" I Looked Down And Asked The Questions That Were In My Head. "When I'm Little, Am I A Attention Whore? Do I Just Expect You To Look After Me?¿ Do You Really Love Me?" He Looked At Me Shocked And Began Answering "I Will Repeat Myself As Many Times As You Need Me To. When Your Big You Never Ask For Attention, When Your Little You Finally Do. You Do Not Expect Me To Be Just Your Caregiver. You Love Me And I Know You Do. And I Love You Of Course, That Rose Thing Was A Mistake And Her Fault" I Just Sighed And Looked Down, Trying Not To Slip Back Into Little Space.  He Looked At Me And Kissed Me Softly, "Slip Back Baby~" I Looked At Him And Nodded, Slipping Back Into Little Space, He Looked At Me With A Lifted Eyebrow And I Just Blushed And Looked Down. He Chuckled And Lifted Me Back Into His Lap And Cradled Me In His Arms And Fed Me My Bottle, Which Thankfully Put Me Back To Bed. I Just Hope I Don't Wake Up Again.