This past week

10: Lost in my thoughts

Kaycee POV
It was bright in the morning, it was the third day at the cottage, and we had 2 more days left.

It's a bad habit, but when I woke up I went checked my phone, I sat up and went through my social media, I currently had nothing to do so I went through the #KayceeEdits on insta, I think my weirdos still use that? Idk either way I went through it.

I saw this one post, I loved it!

(Lol self promo roicexshamu on insta)

I thought it was great! And then I read the side quote.. "Kaycee's Smile makes rainbows".. Sean. Of course he's the one who said that, although it wasn't true, right?

It was a post of me that only reminded me about Sean, which made me think more..

I put my phone down and stare at the ceiling, Will I get the guts to tell him? Am I going to tell him? How am I gonna tell him? Or at least express it..

I sighed

Will mentioned us having practice earlier so that we can have fun outside in the afternoon, it should be a sunny one, so we were gonna make the best of it and spend it outside!

I went over to our closet and just took a white shirt, leggings, and some socks

I took a nice shower, dressed up and put my hair up, I looked into the mirror and made some goofy faces, I laughed at myself and walked out of the washroom.

Of course Sean was still fast asleep

Practice started in a few minutes so I hoped onto his bed and started to jump continuously

Sean groaned and covered his face with a pillow

I giggled and kneeled down
"Seannnnnnn" I tried to shake him

"What?" His voice was blurry, because of the pillow on his face

"Wake Up" I said simply

"No" he refused, I roll my eyes

I gently sat on his stomach
"Not this time" he said still suffocating himself in the pillow

I cross my arms and remove the pillow

"Now What!?" I say in a sassy tone, putting my hands on my hips

He sighed and got up, again I slid down sitting on his lap, facing him

Sean POV

She smiled at me and threw her hands up "I won"

"Oh yeah well what does the winner get?" I Questioned and have a small smirk

"Nope" She covered her forehead

I chuckle "who said I was gonna do that?"

"Shut up I know you" She Put her hands on her hips and gave me an annoyed smile

I kissed her on her forehead as she put her hands on her hips

I giggled

She rolled her eyes

"I won" I threw my hands up in a teasing matter

She giggled. Gosh she has the sweetest laugh

Kaycee POV

There was a silence as we just stared at each other, shortly after we started cackling

I got off of him and stood next to the bed with my arms crossed, and asked "when are you gonna quit doing that?"

He got up from his bed and walked towards the washroom

"When we're dating cause yeah" His voice slowly faded, the door shut behind him and left me jaw dropped

Did he actually just say that? There's no way.. What the heck!?

I smiled and walked over to the studio

Sean POV

Did I actually just say that!?

I'm- okay breathe..

I went and washed my face, brush my teeth, and got dressed

By the time I got to the studio eyes were directly on me

"Lew's late" Will said and Smiled

"Sorry Sir" I smiled and jogged over to my position

"This is our second to last rehearsal before the film, tomorrow afternoon we will film, so today and tomorrow morning is what we got, so let's go all out today!" Janelle announced

And the practice began..

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Normal POV

Almost 6 hours of practice later..

Everyone was tired and ready to sleep

"It's 3 rn, you guys can go rest, but I wanna see ya guys at 5 okay?" Will said

"Mhm" everyone responded walking out of the room

Sean POV

After practice I face planted onto my bed and closed my eyes

I was extremely tired and I needed sleep, but my thoughts kept me up, of course, thoughts about Kaycee

She's really something else.. I can't imagine a life without her, we've been through quite a bit.. I love her, and I couldn't believe what I said earlier, I mean it's.. True, I mean once we're ya know.. together, I would kiss her soft lips, and hug her the tightest, and just be with her..

Okay I'm delusional, this would never happen, She doesn't deserve someone like me.. She deserves much better, but if I were to be hers, I would never let go

I hope I can get her fathers blessing.. What am I doing!? I'm getting lost in my thoughts, I'm not marrying her hahaha, at least not yet..

"Sean?" She Questioned tilting her head in confusion

"Huh?" I got up and realized I was laying on my back the whole time staring at the ceiling

"I thought I lost ya for a second" She Giggled

"Nope, never" I giggled

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Sorry if this chapter was a bit boring, and the title again doesn't make much sense Oof  This chapter just got me thinking about Seaycee a lot anyways peace 💙