i saw Mary at school. we sat together at lunch, and surprisingly had many classes together. you talked to me too. i laughed at school, i talked at school, i was happy at school. it felt amazing. this must be what all those other people feel like.
i went home and talked to Mary on the phone. then eventually, we met up at the park.
i thought a little bit about you and me, and us. and i almost felt sad about it.
however, i didn't feel sad. i still felt happy. I had Mary, and that was all i needed.
i never thought that i could be happy without you as my boyfriend, but i can. i am happy without that or at least i'm trying to be.
maybe one day we'll get together like i've always dreamed.
-alex
[okay so i know this story is confusing and seems like it's going no where, so i'm gonna like play it out in the next few days or weeks or something, or i might delete it. so just like tell me what you think i should do. and if you don't want me to delete it maybe, tell me what you want to happen? again sorry the last two chapters i posted were horrible.]
