escape ⇄ katsuki bakugou〔√〕

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surprise, surprise ! here's finally a decent update and a completed book !

oof, unbelievable really.

so first of all, hello everyone and thank you all so very much for wasting your precious time on this mess of a book ! it means so very much to me since i spent so much time on it. i literally spent a little of my time everyday to type in more and complete this book and finally, it is done !

before i continue with my afterword, i wanted to point out some details that may not or aren't very clearly told through the story.

(and also apologise for my lack of knowledge on the subjects that were handled in this fanfiction. i uh, never went to court so i have no faintest idea how it all happens and making researches is too much work for my lazy ass, so i relied on the small bits i remembered from the second season of 13rw)

one thing i didn't mention and that i think no one has caught on is that i purposely didn't reveal who the raper is. at first, i had a victim (more like the raper) in my head, but then i realized how much i loved them and i decided to not include the reveal and simply leave it to the reader's imagination.

well, at the very beginning, i was hesitating between Todoroki, Kaminari, Sato, Iida or Sero. then came the idea of a forced threesome with Kaminari and Sero, but i ended up scratching that idea and changed it to Kaminari and Jirou almost making out in the reader's bathroom. i however didn't mention when Kaminari returned downstairs to add some mystery to the story.

then there's the other students' trials. i know some souls may be weak and want to kill themselves after a breakup or due to their low self-confidence, but i mean, self-confidence is influenced by a lot of things: the people you hang out with, the environment you grow up in and much more.

i had in mind that various things happened to [Name], aside from the rape part, that has lead her to commit suicide. wether it be due to familial issues, her low self esteem or a mental instability, i left it all to the reader's guess. i don't want the readers to think that they've put an end to their life because of one or two unforrunate event(s) in their life.

for what's about Katsuki and Izuku, they were supposed to have some slight mental instabilities due to her suicide as well, but i don't know if i portrayed it well or not.

the way i wanted to show it was through details, such as Katsuki calling [Name] and leaving a vocal message to her voice mail everyday or speaking in her name when he found out Izuku was the one who put the recordings online, or when Izuku walked into his mom's room and imagined [Name's] corpse hanging from the ceiling.

despite it being a katsuki x reader, he and izuku are equally fucked up, only izuku is from the outside and katsuki is more reserved about it ???

let me explain.

izuku has a way bigger mental instability and fear as aftermath to her death. he still saw her as if her ghost was haunting him.

katsuki, however, mostly hears her whisper in his ear and doesn't express his worries aloud.